18: Begin

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STARTING again from the very beggining isn't a joke. Changing the things that you get used to was hard for Jimin and Jungkook's having a hard time fixing himself

Three week have already passed. Jimin stayed with Jin while Jungkook locks himself inside his room

While Minsuk was taken care by his uncle Namjoon. Namjoon was able to make Minsuk happy despite of what happening to his parents

Jimin, was finding himself. Starting a new beginning without the person that made him lost. He was starting all over again. He continued everythIng again like his singing and dancing. He was struggling to bring everything back now that he was used to his life with Minsuk.

Jungkook, was doing everything he can so he can finally say that he got over his wife. He compiled everything that can reminds him of his wife. He removed their wedding picture on his wallet, took off their wedding ring

Inside a box he put all the clothes that her wife gave to him, his wife's first gift to him; a bracelet and some letters.

For three weeks he's just inside his room. Fixing himself. He wish to have a time machine and go back to the time that he got the chance and change everything but he can't. He's honest to himself, he regret everything. Those chance that he got when Jimin's by his side, like why didn't he listened to Jimin's explanation and for being a stupid person when he had the chance, why didn't he stop Jimin from leaving, why did he just looked at Jimin walking away while tears are falling down on his cheeks, why did he let Jimin suffer so much.

He wanted to feel everything that Jimin felt. All the pain when all of his efforts are getting ignored, everytime he asks but getting no respond and not getting appreciated,

"Daddy, plish come out and eat. Mom will get mad" Minsuk gently knocked on the door, hoping to see his dad's face

"i miss you" the little boy said then looked down on the floor and got no respond

Jungkook was right behund that door, tears flowing down to his cheeks. He was so lucky to have a son like Minsuk i dont deserve to be called his daddy he thought, after passing his responsiblities to Jimin just because he's broken after his wife's death

"Sorry Minsuk. I'm so weak and stupid" He cried

"All this time i didn't think of you, all i think about is myself! I'm so selfish" he cried more

He promised to himself everything will change once he got out to his room.

"Don't worry kid, dad's just fixing himself. Let's just play at my house how's that sound?" Namjoon said. Minsuk nodded slowly

"Daddy, i will jush go to uncle's house to play. I love you" Minsuk shouted, Namjoon carried him outside the house

"Please tell dad that i love him" minsuk said then give Namjoon a small painful smile

"he loves you too" he said then drove to his house
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The door is open, the room is clean and empty. Jungkook's inside the bathroom infront of the mirror, he looked at himself. His hair is messy, swollen eyes and he loss a lot of weight

Outside, on the top of the bed there wasa large box, it contains all of his wife's memories. One last time he went to his wife's grave

When he got there he placed the box right next to his wife's grave.

"Hurting Jimin is enough, I was so blind. I don't know how to face him anymore"

Jungkook looked up to the clouds and continued "But i will find a way"

Jin was right, Jungkook was seeing everything now that Jimin's gone. No words can explain how he want to get Jimin back and how he regrets everything.

I want to change and be better for Jimin to be deserved but it is obvious that everything is late. He realized his feelings for Jimin now that Jimin's so sure to forget Jungkook. Now how will Jungkook's gonna fix this? He hoped that he still has a little place on Jimin's heart after all of these

"This is going to be the last time that i'll be here. I know you'll understand me. I hurt Jimin so bad, and i realized my feelings for him" Jungkook said then placed his wife's favorite flower on her grave

Jungkook smiled "goodbye"
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"IS that the guy?"

"Tell Jin that don't let Jimin get out of the house"

"Copy"

The Parks are looking outside their house and saw Jungkook getting out of his car.

"He's getting in" they panicked

"Close all the doors and windows!" Jihyun said

"No! Let me face him and punch him right on his face" Taemin; Jimin's friend said. He was about to go outside but he was stopped by Jimin's mom

Jungkook gently knocked on their door but no one respond.

"What are we gonna--" before Taemin could finish his sentence all of them are scared. They saw Jimin's mom went outside to meet Jungkook

"Goodmorning Mrs. Park---"
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