A Player's Game

Chapter 8: Tomorrow Happening Today

He gave me a confused look. I mean my question was out of the blue.

"I don't think me kissing you is what you need right now. I mean you were almost raped, I just don't think that's what you should be doing" he answered. I have never felt so rejected in my life. I honestly thought he'd want to kiss me, but I guess I'm stupid for thinking that.

"Wow. Okay fine. Way to make me feel good about myself Logan" I replied looking away from him.

"I just don't understand why you want me to kiss you right now. I didn't even think you liked me"

"The last person who kissed me was that creep in there. The last person who touched me like he wanted to do things to me was him. All I'm asking is for you to erase those memories. I need you to do this for me, as...friends. Yes, I admit it. I want to be friends with you. I don't like what you do to girls, but you haven't given me a reason to not trust you, or a reason to not be friends with you. I told you it was easier to not like you because if I did, if I knew you... I knew I'd eventually get hurt, because that's what guys like you do. But if we're friends, you have to promise you won't play with me. I'm not the person I pretend to be, I don't have the have the rock hard exterior I pretend to have, I'm fragile, I break easily. You just can't do that stuff with me. But, just this once, I know I need you to kiss me right now, I need you to touch me" I was upset while explaining myself. I seriously hope I don't regret this.

"Okay, okay to everything. I'll be your friend. I'll kiss you, I'll touch you, whatever you want... I'll do it" Logan voiced calmly. He looked into my eyes, then his gaze shifted from my eyes to my lips. "Come here" he whispered.

"Wait what?" I furrowed my brows together. I was a little confused.

"Jones, if I get to kiss you, I'm gonna make it worth it, so get over here" he stated nodding his head to the left indicating for me to get on top of him. I smiled and climbed over the arm rest between us and straddled him with my legs on either side. I turned around and turned the volume up on the radio. 'It's You' played from the speakers and made everything feel like slow motion. He placed his hands on my hips and I placed my hands on the back of his neck while keeping my thumbs on his jawline.

"Not that I'm not enjoying this right now, but are you sure you wanna do this?" he asked me sounding a little nervous.

"Yeah, are you sure you wanna do this? You seem a little nervous" I stared at his lips.

"I have probably one of the world's most beautiful girls on top of me right now and she's asking me to kiss her, so I apologize If I seem a little nervous Jones" he joked.

"Just kiss me already" I whispered feeling anxious. I brought his head towards mine and our lips crashed together as his hands held my body against his. His hands gripped my butt and his tongue entered my mouth willingly. My right hand went down his back and my left hand stayed on his neck while his hands moved to cup my face. Our tongues tangled together as I leaned backward and his body stayed on top of mine as he leaned forward. He smiled against my lips and we had one last second of the kiss before I broke the intimate moment. We both sat there with our foreheads touching, trying to catch our breath. I bit my lip reminiscing about how our lips were smashed together just a minute ago. He was such a good kisser. Like you have good, you have above average, you have your pros, and then there was this guy. I mean Logan's kiss made the earth shake and my knees weak.

"Stella... what are you thinking right now?" I didn't know if I should answer his question with a lie or tell him the truth. I mean we were friends now, so I probably shouldn't lie to him.

"Uh, well, I'm thinking that.... that kiss was the best kiss I've ever had. My stomach is flipped upside down, my knees are weak, that was like an earth-shattering kiss, you're a really good kisser" I pretty much just told him what I was saying, I didn't even filter it. Why did I do that?