Chapter 30

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~Billie's Pov~

I shouldn't have went off on her like that. She didn't ruin the concert and She can't stand yelling it upsets her so much but my dumb ass did it anyways. Ive gotta go back and apologize

I begin walking back to the bus I finally get there and I walk in and there no one in the main room

"Hello?" I say out loud and I hear shuffling and whispering  in the bathroom. who the Hell is she in the bathroom with. Who else was here when I left..

Tom

I swear.. no what am I thinking she wouldn't do that to me.. right? 

"Nikki?" I say as I walk towards the bathroom door

~Nikki's pov~

"What the fuck am I gonna do" I whisper as I start to tear up

"uhh don't cry we just gotta figure this out" He whispered

"He's gonna hate me" I whisper

"No he wont.. if he really loves you he could never hate you" Tom whispers

"You haven't seen his temper Tom"  whisper yell..

"I know but-" He starts to talk but Billie cuts him off

"Tom?.. Your kidding right.. hes not in there right" I can hear Billies voice crack as he says that

He's about to cry.. 

"B-Billie I-I c-can Explain" I stutter as I unlock and open the door.

"Nikki Please tell me you weren't doing anything with him" He says without looking up at me

I don't say anything I just stay silent

"Nikki No.. Please no... I thought you loved me?" He says and I hear his voice shaking

"beej I do I do love you just let me-"

"No, If you love me then why.. why would you fuck around with him" He finally looks up and his eyes meet mine, with tears streaming down his face

"Billie its not like that" I walk towards him

"Then what is it like huh?" He  runs a hand through his hair

"I-uh I guess-" I stutter

"Its all my fault I kept hitting on her and I kida forced her to go into the bathroom and I tried to kiss her a couple of times but she wouldn't kiss back, because she didn't want to cheat on you" Tom speaks up

"Is he telling the truth?" Billie looks at me I cant lie to him

"yes for the most part" I say quietly

"what else is there?" Billie asks and his voice cracks again.. I can't stand being the reason he's crying, I'm so stupid I don't deserve him.. he deserves so much better..

"O-One time I-I k-kissed b-back" I stutter tears falling down my face

"please tell me your lying" he says more tears falling down his face'

"I'm n-not Beej I-I'm so sorry you deserve better and I bet you hate me" I choke out as another tear falls 

"But-But I LOVE you.. How could you!!" He yells and I flinch

Yelling..

"I-I'm sorry.." I stutter

"I'm gonna go for now" Tom says and he quickly leaves

"Billie.. I'm so fucking sorry I don't know w-why I g-gave into him I-I-" I stutter

"Do you like him.." His voice is deep and broken

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