Engineering Moon and the Crazy Doctor [Completed]

17. Pieces of puzzles

(Beam)

My life has started to be in a total havoc, as if it isn't before, after my reckless behavior. I feel like a fugitive hiding from my captor who, in anytime, may pop out from anywhere. My eyes always wander around, attentive for any sign of that tall, big, and compelling man. Sometimes Kit, can't no longer take my odd behavior, will just hit me hard at the back of my head. I'll just say my thanks because it really helps me back to my normal self, but he will only find it more peculiar, and I will offer no explanation.

How can I give him an explanation, if I, myself, couldn't fathom my own behavior? I just know, I don't want to see Forth's chiseled face nor be enclosed in his proximity. I even have to shut my phone off because he keeps on texting and calling though, I'm ignoring everything. I also stop coming to the practice hall, saying I have important matters to attend to, for I know that he will be there. I think, I have grown a Forth's radar since I can sense his presence that tells me to quickly go.

We are practically playing hide and seek, and I have no idea why the hell I am doing this?!

Is it about the kiss? The hell?! As if it was my first time to be kissed, even by a guy. I have kissed a guy before but it didn't mess me up like this.

I told myself to pretend like it didn't happen, that it's just part of a beautiful dream, however it's haunting me like a snipper to his target. I can't feign an ignorance as I can't face the man behind this haze...

Kit suddenly smacks my head. Fuck! It's becoming his habit of hitting my head. Once I get through this maze I am in, he'll be paying double for this. I swear it.

"You're dreaming again," he states as he sees the annoyance on my face and stifles his mirth.

"I'm not dreaming. I'm praying...I'm praying that you could still keep that peeving face of yours the moment I get back at you," I quietly muse, though I want to wring his neck.

"Still a smartass despite of your pathetic state, huh?" I roll my eyes and I hear him muffling his laugh as we are inside the library.

"Whatever."

I just focus my attention to the notes we are reviewing for our quiz in the next class after the lunch break. I have been failing my quizzes these past few days so I have to get better scores or else, I have to say goodbye to the faculty of medicines.

Although I am always complaining about the school works, I have no intention of backing away. After all the things I've been through? I will be a doctor, okay? So, I have to throw away those fucking thoughts that are bothering me, and concentrate with those medical terms.

"Oi, Beam," Kit calls to get my attention again. But this time, he doesn't seem to be teasing me.

"What?" I ask.

"Will you come with me?" I quirk my brows in question. "I'll be going to the stationary store after our class. I lost one of my binders. I have to get a new one. You are the only one who can only come with me, since there is someone who's busy with his boyfriend."

I turn to the person sitting beside me who is occupied over his phone. Pha doesn't even seem to notice our presence. He has been like this since the day he gets hold of the heart of his beloved nong.

Yes. After their long chasing game (why does it sound familiar? ... Whatever!) they have finally caught each other. They haven't officially declared that they are dating. But at least, they already confess their feelings. Kit and I are jubilant because we no longer have to listen to Pha's long hours of speech about his undying love for "Yo of his life." Yey! But kidding aside, we're glad that he has learnt to follow his heart.