Chapter 1

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Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

This is how I feel with Colton. Even in our few months of dating I have told him more things about me that even Regina or Wes know. He's knows me, I know him and thats why our love is strong. Yes at first I was afraid of this bond, neither did I want it but I thought it would never occur. But that all changed once Colton was in the picture he has changed me. He makes me feel happy, special and most of all, wanted. I'm no longer the girl that goes out everynight, lure in guys and then leave them brokenheart once the night is over. Now I find that sitting at home on a rainy day all cuddled up next to my man in a blanket the best way to spend my time, and that is what i'm currently doing. 

"Your turn to pick a movie." Colton spoke as the credits appeared on our current movie. "I'm comfortable though." I whined. I am comfortable, I'm lying down with my head on his lap and he is playing with my hair. Cute right? "Why couldn't it be sunny today? We could have gone to the beach." Colton said letting out a sigh as he watched the rain pour from the window. I slowly got up and off of the couch. "It's nearly lunch time, what would you like to eat babe?" I asked as I scanned the fridge. He came into the kitchen smirking and wrapped his arms around my waist. "You." He whispered as he smothered me in kisses making me giggle. I rolled my eyes and grabbed the macaroni and poured it into a pot. "When is Lissa coming home?" I asked as I stirred the macaroni. "She's still with Drew." Colton replied. Oh yeah Lissa and Drew are dating now. I remember when I first found out that she knows him and now she's dating him and I couldn't be happier from them. "They're an adorable couple." I said to Colton. "Yeah but we are even more adorable!" Colton cheered. I giggled and gave him a kiss. Colton went back to the lounge as I carried on with lunch. An unexpected knock echoed through the house. I went and opened the door. "It's rainy out, why are you all here?" I asked giggling to a soaked Eric, Thomas and Anthony. "Oh is that Macaroni." Eric said walking through completely ignoring my question. I rolled my eyes and invited the others in. "Stop eating my Macaroni." I said to Eric swiping his hand away. "You're lucky I cooked heaps." I said giggling as I dished it out onto plates. "We came bearing gifts." Thomas said passing me heaven in a bottle. "Berry Vodka, okay you boys can stay now." I said giving Thomas a hug. "I'm her favourite." He cheered. "Don't be to sure on that one." Colton replied.  

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