divine love (Malachi x Reader) [Completed]

her pain

Y/n's p.o.v 2 days after aaron's death
aph and i haven't left her house katelyn,levin and malachi visit us every now and then but we don't talk much aphmau and i just sit with lilith and try to put on a fake smile i have to be strong "h-hey aph?" I say "yeah" she says while staring at his sword "maybe you should get some air atleast for lilith just outside for a few minutes please" i beg "sure....i guess" aph said and then i picked up lilith then went outside for about 5 minutes then aph went inside and so did i

1 week later
Katelyn came in for a while talked and we had tea then she left i told aphmau to rest and i would watch lilith it hurt alot but i had to be strong for her,for lilith,for pheonix drop. I put on a fake smile and played with lilith after a while lilith fell asleep so i went to sleep for a little bit too

2 weeks after aaron's death
I leave the house more often to get some stuff for aphmau and lilith it's hard facing everyone acting okay when really you completely break down when ever you see anything that reminds you of aaron but i fake a smile anyway and act like i'm fine but malachi doesn't believe me when i say i am he sees right through me like always

Aphmau's p.o.v
I don't know how y/n is able to smile but i'm glad she can she has been helping me alot with lilith and making sure i go outside at least once a week she's stronger when it comes to stuff like this i envy her i decided to write in my book i was coming to the point where i met him but a note fell out (too lazy to write the note but i will leave the video that this chapter is based off of ) i read it and i smiled for the first time in week i actually smiled i went outside and garroth was there he blamed himself i told him it wasn't his fault y/n came back and made some food for me and lilith then went to her place and went to sleep me and lilith went to sleep too.
Okay like i promised here is the video stay kawaii ~nya kawaii~chan

Okay so the note starts at about 14:52 i think