Nicki's POV
I walked out of my room and I ran into safaree. "oh sorry" I said he ignored me and continued to walk away. "safaree wait im...." he walked out the door before I could finished what I was saying. its been a week since safaree stoped talking to me and its killing me. I just want him to hold me. I need him.
I had to drive myself to school since safaree left without me. I got to school and rihanna wasnt by my locker like she normally was. so I knew she wasnt there. she has been out the whole week because she had the flu. so believe it or not me and misty have been hanging out and she's been really nice to me. if you ask me a little too nice so I've been keeping my distance still. I was closing my locker door and there was misty waiting for me "hey misty" I said
"hey nicki" she said smiling
"have you seen rihanna?"
"nope sorry she hasnt been here all week"
"yeah I know I think she's sick"
"aww that sucks" she said
"I know right?"
"well anyways I gotta go see you at lunch?"
"yeah see you at lunch" I said as she walked away
soon the bell rang to go to class. the first half of the day was so boring I couldnt even focus all I could think was safaree and how I really needed him. I thought I would see him in our chemistry class but he wasnt even there. after chenistry class it was time for lunch and all the kids were laughing as they came out of the cafeteria.
"oh look its nicki" one boy said
"dude dont look at her you might get her pregnant" another dude said
I ignored there comments and went into the cafeteria and what I saw shocked me. there was pictuers all over of me that said nicki maraj the baby killer everywhere people where laughing and pointing at me "nicki you heartless coldless bitch so first you go hoein around and you go and kill the baby! thats a damn shame" so random girl said to me. I ran out the cafeteria in tears and into the bathroom I went to into one of the stalls and started having a panic attack. i couldnt breathe and my body was shaking and I was crying. I really needed safaree. so as soon and I calmed down a bit I called him but it went straight to voicemail. I called Rihanna and she answered "hello" she said sounding sick
"Riri?"
"Nicki? what's wrong? you sound like you've Been crying"
"Someone told the whole school about the abortion and there pics up everywhere calling me a baby killer and safaree still Isn't talking to me and I really need him!"
"Oh my I'm so sorry boo" she said "when I get back to school on tomorrow who ever did this is going to get the biggest ass whoopin of their life!"
I smiled a little thru the phone as she described what she was going to do to them until I realized that it wasn't safaree who was going to do that for me and I started crying again
"Nicki please don't cry it really breaks my heart"she said
"I'm sorry but I want safaree. I need safaree"
"Don't worry he'll come around"
"Rihanna it's time for your medicine!" I heard her mom tell thru the phone
"Nic I gotta go but I call you tonight"
"Okay" I said and she hung up. I sat on the bathroom floor and decided to wait until school there until school ended
Safaree's POV
I was driving around the neighbor hood and wasting gas money since I didn't feel like going to school today. I had been ignoring nicki all week long. I just couldn't believe that she had an abortion. that's just wasn't the right way to go about the situation. I still lover her a lot but I needed time to think.
I was thinking and my phone started ringing and it was nicki so I forwarded the call and continued to drive. a few minutes later my phone rang again and it was Rihanna
"Hello?"
"You fucking dickhead!" she yelled at me
"What?!"
"How dare you to treat nicki like that she deserves better! she was raped you should be comforting her not making her feel worse!"
"She had an abortion tho"
"She had good reasons! did you ask her?! no you didn't you dick head ."
And with that she hung up
I went home and tried to go to sleep but I kept thinking about what Rihanna had said I never did give nicki a chance to explain herself. I soon realized how much of a dick I was being to nicki. She probably hates me now I need to make this up to her. I fell asleep thinking about how I was going to make nicki feel better
Nicki's POV
The bell rang so I came out of the bathroom and walked to my car before anyone could start harassing me
"Hey nicki" misty yelled from across the parking lot she motion for me to come over to her. she standing with brandy and this other girl named Michelle. I walked over to hesitantly because I felt like something bad was going to happen
"How does it feel?"she asked
"How does what feel?"
"How does it feel to be the school baby killer?" she said as she pushed me
"Bitch shut the fuck up! you don't even know what happened!" I said as I pushed her back
She punched me and I tried to grab her hair but brandy me from behind and pulled me to the ground. then misty started kicking me in the stomach then brandy and Michelle started punching me in the head. all I could do was put my hands over my head to dampen the blows.
"We're going to make your life a living hell" misty said as she and brandy and Michelle started to walk away. my whole body was sore and my nose was bleeding. with everything in me I walked to my car and some how managed to drive home. all I wanted to do was talk to safaree. His car was in the drive way so I knew he was home
I walked in the house and sat on the couch I started to cry when i thought all that happened that day. then I remembered I needed to talk to safaree. I walked up the stairs and to his room. "safaree?" I said as I knocked on his door still crying but there was no answer "safaree please I know your in there I need to talk you" but still there was no answer. "Please safaree I need you" I sat on the floor and continued to cry I wasn't going have anywhere until he opened the door and talked to me. a few seconds later he opened the door and he picked me up
"safaree I'm sorry..." He cut my off by kissing me
"No I'm sorry nicki I've been such a dick to you" he carried me into his room and laid me on his bed. He moved closed to me and I laid my head on his chest and he wiped my tears away
"Baby I'm so sorry" he said "I don't deserve you"
I looked him the eyes and kissed him "it's okay babe I'm just glad to have you back" I laid my head back on his chest and just listened to his heartbeat.
