Why Myra?
Why did you make me do it? Why?
I asked Cal. It was picture perfect y'know. We were dancing, laughing, singing, smiling. I thought that that was it- that it was then or never. I told him Myra- I laid my heart fucking bare, and told him everything. And you know what he said? He said that he's in love with me- but just as a friend. Myra, he fucking ran away from me. He doesn't even care Myra, I should've never told him that. He is my best friend- he was my best friend- while you weren't here, and I ruined it all. Why Myra, why?
I wish I'd never got inspired by you. I wish, I'd never listened to you. Fuck Myra, I miss him so much. I want him here- you know who kept on coming in my mind when I wanted to talk about Cal to someone? Him. Cal only. I can't do this Myra, what the fuck have I done?
I miss him so much Myra, it hurts. It hurts so bad. I don't know what to do. I love him man, I can't stop crying, I can't- I just can't
Why Myra, why me?
I'm so sorry I ever went and told him. I'm so sorry. I'd do anything to take it back, any-fucking-thing, I'm so fucking sorry.
I can feel the world crashing around me, I can't get enough oxygen, my heart hurts, my head hurts- everything hurts so much.
I just can't-
I'm so sorry Myra, I'm so damn sorry.
Mona
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Teen FictionMyra rots in jail. Mona's all alone in school without her best friend. Navigating two vastly different worlds, yet trying to be there for each other, these two have it hard. But they're determined to be there for each other, no matter what. They'r...
