One Direction BSM Preferences

Preference 21: You have an eating disorder

Louis(15) You threw up everything you ate. It didn't matter what it was, if it had a risks of putting any weight on your body, then it had to come out.

This went on for 3 months until your brother started to take notice. Louis confronted you by coming in your room and yanking you off your bed. He took you to the bathroom where he put you on the scale. You tried your hardest to get off but Louis held you tight.

83.9 pounds. That's what the scale read. How could you be so stupid you thought. Your almost 84 pounds. A giant pretty much!

Louis took off your shirt to reveal you boney body. Of course all you could see was fat. You started to sob and try to look away from the mirror. Louis held you there. He held your body with his and your head in his hands, facing the mirror.

"Tell me what you see" he said kissing your cheek. You couldn't reply. You couldn't possibly explain the disgust you saw. "Go on".

"I see a monster. The most worthless thing anyone could ever see". You sobbed. He hugged you tightly from behind.

"Do you wanna know what I see?" He said pushing hair away from your eyes. "I see a beautiful young lady who let words get to her too much, that she had to hurt herself in order to be happy. But I don't think your really happy. You just want everyone else to be" he said kissing you by eyes.

He made you look at yourself in the mirror for hours, telling you how beautiful you are. He wouldn't let you leave until you believed it.

And after a long while, you did.

Zayn(17) - Your every move. Your every move was watched by Zayn. He had recently found out about your small eaton habits and how you excurized excessively. You rarely had anytime to yourself. All the boys were over, watching a football game. When the boys were over, Zayn didn't watch you. You thought maybe you could sneak out of the house and go to the gym without him noticing.

You had your gym cloth on and car keys in hand as you walked to the door. You felt someone grab you from behind right when you wer about to open the door.

"Where the hell do you think you're going" Zayn said spinning you around.

"No where" you whispered, eyes on the ground.

"You think I can't tell where your going. The gym. HUH? HUH?" Zayn said yelling the last part.

All the boys came into the room after hearing Zayn yell.

"That's where you were off to! HUH!" Zayn said shaking you.

"Zayn please. You're making a scene" you whispered again.

"Why would you try and leave?! After all the hard work we've done! Do you know how hard it was trying to get your eating habits back to normal?! This is frraking anorexia for Christ sakes! What do I have to do to get it into your head that you're no where near fat! How can I stop this! Please. Do I need to watch you more. Do I have to force you to sleep in my room at night. Force more food down your throat! Do I need to spend less time with the boys! What must I do?!" He yelled at you.

Tears where poring from your eyes by the time he finally stopped. Liam had to pull him away with Louis and Niall and Harry wrapped their arms around you. *carrot fact- Niall and Harry are the youngest members of one direction*.

Niall brought you up to your room and tucked you into bed as he went back downstairs with the boys.

You fell asleep and a few hours later you felt someone pull you into their arms and tears dripping onto your head.

"I'm so sorry baby. I'm just scared. I don't know why you think you need to improve yourself when your the best you could possibly be." He said kissing your head. You fell back asleep in Zayn's arms.