Sacrifice my love... (bts jungkook ff)

Missing him..

Although it's been a long time since we parted....since I left you in the dark and cold place without a clue of what was happening... I still miss your presence...

Your embrace....
Your touch....
Your kisses....

But it's only right that I left you..... but is it really?

I asked you to leave...
To turn away and never look back and keep going....
I asked you to forget all of our memories because they no longer happily exist in my heart...
I told you that if you decide to look back you'll be met with nothing but silence and coldness as I have already moved on....
These are the words that not only broke your heart but mine and my soul...
Ever since that day I have lost all meaning in my life...
But I had no choice.....

I hope that when we meet again you'll be able to forgive me.... Because only then will i be able to forgive myself......
You were my life.....you are...
You told me I was your life....
That you are willing to give me the world as long as I am by your side..
You even said that you'll give up anything to be with me.... which is the one the thing that scared me the most....