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First day of tour (part 3)

(AN) I'm back again for a second day, so once again... Please enjoy!

Song I'm listening too before writing this - Snap out of it - Arctic Monkeys

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Josh (POV)

I have got to say, Evie has to be the best girlfriend ever but it kills me to see her putting herself down mentally. In my opinion, I think she's better than Jenna because Evie has everything I've ever wanted in a girl but what she said earlier really broke my heart and I need to speak to her about it.

I strolled into the back lounge to see my beautiful girlfriend sitting on the sofa writing on her laptop, I cleared my throat and was soon greeted with two grey orbs

'Are you okay babe?' her voice came out soft and questioning and I couldn't help but melt at the fact she called me babe, I love it when she calls me babe

'I'm fine, brilliant actually but... ummm... We have to discuss what you said earlier...' I said that as if I was questioning myself but as soon as the words flew out of my mouth I knew I had to have a serious talk with her. She dropped her while still writing and sighed

'Okay, let me just finish my sentence' she mumbled just loud enough for me to hear. I nodded my head even though she wasn't looking and swiftly moved onto the sofa next to her, the only sound was the noise the keyboard made whenever she typed. When she finally finished, she closed the lid and turned to me after placing her laptop down onto the other end of the sofa, she brought her legs up so she was sitting criss-cross facing me so I copied her actions and stared at her gorgeous face. I must've been staring for a long time because I heard Evie clear her throat and giggle.

'Aboout what you said ealier... Why do you think that about yourself?' I questioned her, I could hear my voice crack as if I was about cry but I swallowed and it disappeared, she slumped her shoulders and gazed into my brown eyes

'I feel as if I'm too fat and not pretty enough for you. I look at all the people who admire you, all of the famous people you know and then I look at Jenna and think to myself "Why is he with me when he could be with anybody he wants too" I find myself asking this question every single time I'm around you and I need to know the answer Josh. Just please tell me the answer because it's confusing the fuck out of me and I don't think I can let this carry on much longer before I go stir crazy' by the time she finished her sentence she was practically sobbing, I tried hugging her but she pushed me away, 'No Josh, tell me first' he words came out chocked and it broke my heart seeing her like this, I need to tell her the reasons I love her without actually saying love

'Evie, everything about you is perfect, literally everything. From the way you hair falls over your face, the way your eyes light up when you see something that inspires you, the way you pull your sleeves over you hands when your nervous, the way you walk without moving your thighs, which by the way confuses the fuck out of me' I chuckled after that bit and so did Evie ' But, honestly babe, everything about you is beautiful and in fact it concerns me that you barely eat, but I will help you if you need it. Evie, nothing will change how I feel about you and I mean it. Evie, you are the best thing since sliced bread' by the time I had finished my little speech, she was crying even more but through a smile, she slung her arms around me and shuffled onto my lap, I secured my arms around her waist and held her tight against me.

Her sobs had turned to quiet whimpers and she pulled away to kiss me slightly on the lips, I kissed back willingly, when we finished, I looked at her

'We better get ready, the show is in a hour and a half' she nodded to my statement, she stood up and left the room with me following in pursuit.

Evie (POV)

After mine and Josh's talk I began to get ready. I went and found my suitcase pulling out a pair of high-waisted shorts, tie-dye t-shirt, Vans ankle socks and my tie-dye Vans. I also grabbed my wash and make-up bag before stalking towards the bathroom to get ready. I applied some face powder, eyebrows, eyeliner, mascara and lipstick. After my make-up was done, I pulled my clothes on and tied my shoes, pulling my hair into two braids I was finally finished so I left the bathroom and found Josh, I plopped myself down onto his lap and stole his phone from his hands

'Hey, I was playing Fruit Ninja on that' he pugged his little lips and laughed while opening up Snapchat

'Seems like a bit of a you problem really' I giggled at what I just said and Josh did slightly as well, I applied the dog filter and pointed the camera at us, we both looked at each other from the corners of our eyes and took the picture. I captioned it 'First show tonight, so stocked' before saving it and posting it to his story.

Josh leaned up to my ear and whispered

'You look quite hot if I do say so myself' I blushed at his statement and giggled, I stood up and grabbed his hand, pulling him up so we could get to the venue. He laced his fingers with mine and we were off towards the stadium.

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We arrived into the stadium and Tyler was already warming up, so Josh gave me a quick kiss before joining him. I walked around the venue a couple times before it was time to grab my camera and stand in front of the barricade. The lights went down and the opening tune to 'Heavydirtysoul' came on and everyone screamed, I got my camera ready and when the lights started coming on I took a picture of Tyler holding onto the microphone that hung from the ceiling.

After taking a few more photos, it was time for Josh to backflip off the piano, so just as he turned in midair I clicked the button and got the perfect picture. Later on, I took a picture of Tyler and Josh in the crowd and banging the drums. Once, I was happy with my pictures I left the venue back to the bus. I arrived pretty quickly and plugged that camera into my laptop and started the uploading and editing process.

I heard the door open and laughs filled the air, I felt Josh's sweaty arms on me and instantly shrugged him off

'Hugs after a shower baby, please go shower you stink' I chuckled out the sentence and Josh laughed as well

'I'll be back' Josh replied to me in a terminator voice which was really terrible. I finished editing some of the photos and sent them to Tyler, Mark and Josh.

'Woah... these are insane. Fuck' I heard Tyler's voice and immediately went and found out what he was talking about

'What's the cuffufle?' I questioned, Tyler turned to me and grinned widely

'These photo's you took are fucking amazing, Jenna come look at these' as Tyler was talking I felt a blush rise on my cheeks and then two arms wrap around my waist

'They truly are amazing' his voice sent shivers down my spine and I leant into him

'Josh as much as I love you, can you please dry off properly?' Tyler's demanding voice filled the area and everyone laughed

'Seriously due? You still have a problem with this?' Josh laughed and Tyler just smirked while nodding his head. I yawned so retreated to the bunks to lay down to sleep. I pulled one of Josh's shirts on leaving it to hand loosely on my tiny frame. I slid into the small space and then felt the bed dip and Josh's arms wrap around my waist

'I love it when you wear my shirts' he whispered into my ear, it was the last thing I heard before slowly drifting into a deep sleep

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(AN) How was that for a chapter hey?

Song I'm listening to when it ended - Holy - PVRIS

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