-Violet-
I woke up to the sound of cars and mumbling from what felt like downstairs. Looking around me, I realized I'm back to the place I was a day ago. Same king sized bed, same red walls, and same window I've tried to escape from. Knowing it was impossible for me to find an escape, I just walked in the bathroom to take a look at my reflection. I looked absolutely horrible. My hair's a mess, my eyes are puffed up due to the crying, my skin is paler and skinnier, I haven't eaten anything lately. Just thinking about the events that happened makes me not hungry. I washed my face and tried to fix my hair, but gave up eventually. Nothing seemed to go my way lately. It was just the other day that I was a perfectly fine teenager that goes to school, gets straight A's and stays in her room either listening to music, studying or sleeping. I hate California. If I had the choice to go back to London, I would go back without giving it a second thought. Sure thats where we had some bad memories, but we learned to move on.
My train of thoughts were cut short when I heard the bathroom door open. I turned my head to see who my interrupter is, and that's when I saw Christian. He sighed in relief when he saw me.
"Come here" He said in a very calm tone, probably afraid of scaring me.
I shook my head, making him clench his jaw. He's probably not used to people disobeying his orders.
"Violet.." This time his voice sounded a bit harsher.
I sighed and took a few steps forward, afraid he'd get angry if he had to tell me the third time. He told me wolves were short tempered.
I found a huge interest in my socks while approaching him. I can tell he was staring at me, and i couldn't find the courage to look up at him.
When I was about a foot away from him, he grabbed me by the waist softly, taking me by surprise, and spun us around so my back was against the bathroom wall.
"How many times do I have to tell you to look at me when I talk to you, baby?"
I quickly took a glance at his blue eyes, then looked down. I couldn't do it, he's so damn intimidating. He held my chin up and made me look at him. He bent down to reach my height and i felt his hot breath on my ear.
"Your'e so innocent" he trailed kisses from my ear down to my throat, causing a whimper to escape my lips and my eyes to flutter. "I didn't think I can find girls like you."
I didn't know my eyes were closed till i opened them. His forehead rested on mine and he took what felt like hours staring into my eyes.
"Your'e so beautiful" He said after a few minutes of silence.
He dipped his head, nudging mine to the side before I felt his lips press to the skin of my neck. He reluctantly placed his arms on each side of my head, preventing me from escaping. I instantly placed my hands on his chest in protest, attempting to push him away as I felt him suck.
"C-christian." I begged.
I fisted the front of his t-shirt between my fingers; the sharp pain intensified as his teeth grazed the skin. The sensation was eased when he blew on the bruised flesh. I gasped when his tongue licked over my now bruised skin, kissing it a few time. As soon as he moved his face away from my neck,
my fingers touched the spot on my neck, sucking in a sharp breath when I touched the sore spot. I shut my eyes in fright when i felt him come closer again.
"This one's only temporary, but it lets everyone know you're mine" He whispered in my ear.
I didn't know what to say, so I just stared at him, eyes wide and mouth slightly open. I could feel my lips tremble from fear.
Right now, the only thing I wanted was comfort from my mother, no
matter how angry I am at her, she's alway there for me, and I felt safe when I was with her and couldn't help but believe her when she said everything was going to be alright, even though I was sure nothing was.
My thoughts were cut short again when I felt Christian's hand around my wrist. He dragged me out of the bathroom and into his room again.
"It's getting late baby, you should rest."
He grabbed one of his T-shirts and stretched his arm out. "Here wear this."
I hesitantly took it from him and turned around to go to the bathroom.
"Where are you going?" He asked.
Where does it look like i'm going?
I wish I had the guts to say that..
"Bathroom" I said, not looking at him.
"No, change here." He said seriously.
"But I..."
He sighed and stood up from his bed, walking up to me. He lifted up my shirt, exposing some skin I didn't want him to see. When more of that skin was exposed, i immediately flinched back.
"Please" I whimpered.
He ignored me and continued taking my shirt off. The only thing that was heard was my heavy breathing. My stomach was completely exposed and that made me feel extremely uncomfortable, he was unbuttoning my shorts and tugged them down, but I caught them before it fell to the floor.
He clearly looked angry, but this was way too much.
"Let me see."
I shook my head. Even though I knew it wasn't in a perverted way, it was something I've never experienced before, and didn't think I would.
"Don't be difficult."
When I didn't move, he removed my hand from my shorts and let it fall to my ankles. Stepping out of them, I couldn't help but cover my chest, but he caught my arms before I could hide anything. The black lace underwear I had matched my bra. I hesitantly look at him, then back to my feet.
"You're so perfect."
Even though I could tell he meant it from the tone of his voice, I still thought of every single flaw I had.
He looked at every part of my body, then frowned and looked into my eyes.
"When was the last time you ate?"
"I'm not hungry."
"That doesn't answer my question."
Knowing he won't let this go, I thought back a bit, trying to remember.
"This morning"
"Was it that bowl of cereal? Because that was spilt all over the kitchen floor."
I didn't say anything, making him sigh for what felt like the hundredth time.
He grabbed the shirt from my hands and helped me put it on. It fell to mid-thigh.
"Stay here, i'm going to make you something really quick."
"But I'm not hungry" I said quietly.
"You haven't eaten anything, I'm pretty sure you are."
I was about to say something, but decided against it realizing that he'll never take no for an answer.
He made his way towards the door and looked back at me. "Stay here." He repeated, but this time a little more serious.
Where else am I going to go? I have no energy to go anywhere anyways. He's so fucking demanding..I have no say in anything, and it really bothers me. Plus, i'd probably get lost, cause the last time I checked, he has one big ass house.
About ten minutes later, he carried a tray with a sandwich and what looked like orange juice.
He placed it on the night stand and gave me a look that read -Do I need to drag you across the room.-
It was my turn to sigh..I made my way towards the tray and slowly picked up the sandwich and took small bites.
"Thank you"
He got up and kissed my cheek, then made his way to his closet. From what I can see, he grabbed a pair of shorts and began taking his shirt off.
I couldn't help but think of how sexy he was, but I quickly turned away afraid he'd catch me looking at his abs.
After finishing my sandwich, I washed my hands and awkwardly stood in the corner.
"It's 12, you should sleep."
I looked at the clock, then back to him. He's right. I made my way towards the couch he has in his room. I heard him laugh, and that made me look at him curiously.
He pointed at his bed.
"N-no" I shook my head. "I'll just sleep on the.."
He cut my off and held my wrist. "I don't take no for an answer, kitten."
He lifted the covers so I can lay down, then covered my body with it. He went to the other side and did the same for himself.
He pulled me by my waist towards him, so that my back was touching his bare chest. I closed my eyes afraid if I made any movement, he'd get angry.
And through out the night, I was awake thinking.. What ever happened to my normal life?
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