Fairy Tales Do Exisit

Chapter31 Jesse

Jesse

Jesse chapter 30/31

Since returning from New Zealand and turning another year older life with my beautiful fiancé Ragan was more than anything I could have dreamed of.

We connected on s many superficial levels our love of food, love of animals, obscure books and movies, art, travel the list goes on. The thing that really deeply connected us was the intwining of our souls, that deep unmistakeable connection where we didn't need to talk that magical moment where we just sit at the piano. sometimes I just sit there and play whatever comes to my heart, with Ragan's head balanced on my shoulder listening to the melodies the ivories produced. It was peaceful and beautiful.

One Sunday afternoon we sitting at the piano in the music room looking out on the garden which was beginning to come to life with Ragan and Moms plantings of spring flowers and you could just see the large area of vegetable and herb gardens, that soon would be filled with bountiful crops to harvest and cook together.

Coming back to the song I was playing I noticed Ragan watching me smiling.

"What's up ladybug?" I kissed her forehead continuing playing the song I was playing

"Oh I was just think how beautiful it is watching those magic fingers of yours having a mind of their own playing music so beautiful without you even having to think, it's like your soul and heart runs through your fingers to produce this tranquil peaceful music" she smiled at me dreamily

"I suppose I do play with my heart, I just play whatever comes to me and when we are together, your my muse ladybug, you make me happy and peaceful so my music is the same. I've been working on a new song do you want to hear it?"

"Umm of course!"

I stretched and moved a half written piece of music to the front

I started playing the slow melodic opening to the unnamed half composed song and begun sing

Someone once told me what life was

They told me what life would be

They told me how it would be

As a child of 8 I lay on the grass that day watching the clouds dreaming of that world

At 17 I could see that life becoming a reality by 18 it was gone

Then by 24 I thought I had that life the life I'd always dreamed of, I had everything I could every dream of

Or so I thought

I thought of you

I dreamed of you

No Mater how happy I was

I thought of you

I dreamed of you

I imagined you

You were always in my heart

In my mind

In my soul

I thought of you

I dreamed of you

I imagined you

My 34th birthday was coming fast and I my life was what I had been told was perfect but my soul, my heart was missing something it was missing you

I begun to think I'd never find you

I begun to accept that finding my self would do

Or so I thought

I thought of you