Chapter 1.

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Toni!
Toni!
Toni!
Toni!

FLASH!

Smile baby girl you're almost done.
It's for the fans baby
Hold your stomach
Now relax, drink some water
Okay, you're all set
Am I really?

"Ms. Braxton!"someone yelled snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Yes?"I asked.

"You're on, go!"he yelled making me realize I'm missing my cue.

I walked on stage looking as everyone screamed for me, some even at me. Some even threw things at me. I've always enjoyed performing but sometimes it can get a bit overwhelming. I really just want to go home, but now the show must go on.

Who do you think I am
Don't you know that he was my man
But I chose to let him go
So why do you act like I still care about him

They love me. Some even live for me. It's crazy how a talent can move the hearts and souls of so many people, yet I hate it because that means I have to take new responsibilities in making sure I please everyone who claims they love me.

What are you thinking?
Do you know about us back then?
Do you know i dumped your husband,
girlfriend?
I'm not thinking 'bout him
But you married him
Do you know I made him leave?
Do you know he begged to stay with me?
He wasn't man enough for me.

I wish you could just see them going crazy over me. They can't even tell I'm not even feeling this thing anymore. I just keep smiling even though I'm really hurting inside. My life's so messed up right now but no one gets it. They think because I have millions I'm living the glamorous life. Well what if glamor wasn't a Chanel bag and fifty thousand dollars worth of shoes? What if it was just the finer things in life? Something I could cherish forever? What if it was Love? Commitment? Life? That's what I want not all of this.

Oh yeah So many reasons why our love is
through, yeah
What makes you think he'll be good to you, no
It makes no sense cause he will never change
Girl you better recognize the game, oh yeah

Go Toni!
Go Toni!
Go Toni!
Go Toni!
Go Toni!
Go Toni!
Ladies is he man enough, Wooo

They kept screaming for me. If only I had someone to do that everyday.

"Wooo,"I screamed as the song ended slowly taking a breath.

How
Man----Ny Ways
I love youuuuuuu
Let me count the ways

"Whoa baby uh oh uh oh how I love you,"I sang moving on to the next selection.

Fifteen more songs to dooooo
Damnn....

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