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Secret Love Song

Secret Love Song – Little Mix

(also dedicated to loraxsalva)

(you can play the song up there ☝🏼️)
(also please put the song on repeat til the end hehe)

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"Acheche!" I tickled Ara on her waist habang naka-upo kami dito sa may benches sa Razon.

Kakatapos lang ng training nila and I watched because I got worried talaga kay Ara yesterday. Kami nalang naiwang dalawa sa gym. Malungkot siya ngayon because hindi siya pinag-training ni Coach at pinagpapahinga siya because of her mild contusion that she earned from yesterday's game. So basically, yeah, I'm trying to cheer her up.

"Tama na! Hahaha! Tommy isa! Hahaha! Toooom!" She said habang kinokontra yung pagkiliti ko sakaniya. I stopped at hinampas niya naman ako bigla sa shoulder ko. I laughed at her cuteness.

"Wag ka na kasi sad diyan. Coach knows best. I'm sure bukas makakapag-training ka naman na. Pahinga muna Ars. You've been giving your all. Pahinga muna kahit one day, diba?" I said.

She then sighed, smiled at me at sumandal sa shoulder ko. I wrapped my arm around her and kissed her temple kahit na pawisan pa siya.

"Wala ba si Bang dito? Baka andito pala ah." I joked.

She then faced me and gave me a frown. "Bakit naman mapupunta yun dito? Lasallian ba siya?"

Natawa naman ako. "Hindi. Eh kasi diba last time she was waiting for you matapos training niyo. 'Di tuloy ako nakalapit sayo."

"Nung araw lang yun na yun." She said.

I sighed. Silenced then enveloped the two of us. "Nakakapagod din pala magtago..." I mumbled.

Lumayo naman siya sa pagkakasandal sakin.

"So napapagod ka na?" She asked and nagulat ako to see her na parang maiiyak na. Shit.

"No! I mean, yes nakakapagod pero it doesn't mean naman na susuko na 'ko Ars."

She frowned and wiped a single tear that fell from her eye. Malungkot na nga siya from yesterday's happenings dumagdag ka pa Thomas. Haynako.

I pulled her into my arms and that was when she cried everything out already.

"Nakakapagod na lahat Tom..." She whispered.

"Pwede tayo mapagod Ars pero 'di tayo pwedeng sumuko okay?" I told her not only talking about this thing that we have but also for her struggles.

She gave me a nod and wrapped her hands around me. We stayed like that for minutes hanggang sa kumalma na siya from crying.

"Tara na? Uuwi ka sainyo diba? Hatid na kita." I said nang matapos siya umiyak. We broke our hug at nagpaalam naman siya na magsho-shower muna siya. I said I'll wait nalang dito and then umalis na siya para mag-shower.

All these stolen moments that Ara and I have, minsan naiisip ko na hindi yun enough para sa kung ano mang meron kami. Naiisip ko rin minsan kung may patutunguhan pa ba lahat nang to? Or sa dulo masasaktan lang kami parehas? Na mapapatanong kami sa mga sarili namin kung bakit pa naman pinasok 'tong relasyong to? Kung relasyon nga ba tong matatawag?

After mga 10 minutes of thinking things through, I saw Ara walking towards me na kakatapos lang magshower. But I think I just died a little more inside when I saw her short hair in a ponytail. Hindi ba basa pa buhok niya?