Castiel's P.O.V.
Dean came home from the hospital a couple of days after we had our...
moment
it's been about a week since dean's been home and things have been...
weird
we only see eachother when he comes into the cafe
and even then we barely speak to eachother
it's always so awkward between us now
and it's honestly driving me crazy!!
when i wanted dean and i to be friends
i thought it would be just like it used to be
when it was just dean and i
nothing more
nothing less
and i loved it
maybe something's changed
maybe it's because we've grown apart
or maybe we've grown closer
and were both just scared
i don't know
all i know is
i can't take it anymore!!
i collapsed on the couch, thinking of ways i can try to avoid dean tomorrow
i didn't want to
god knows i didn't
but
i just can't stand him, looking at me the way he does
so...sad
and then the whole feeling of awkwardness
like should i say something?
is he going to say something?
then it just ends up with neither of us talking
even if i really want to...
he doesn't deserve to feel that way
he doesn't deserve me
i ruined his life
why?
why on earth would he want me?
i freeze
my thoughts going to a blank as i hear the front door open
i can smell the liquor slowly filling the air
as i hear loud footsteps and clinking glass coming from the front door
i hear the front door slam shut
i flinch at the sudden loud noise
not being able to move
i knew Zachariah would be mad at me today
i had to work overtime today, and i forgot to tell him
he always wants to know where i am
i don't know why
but he's just very strict like that
i hear his wobbling footsteps go into the kitchen
i stay very quiet
waiting anxiously to see what happens
suddenly, it gets really quiet
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Why? (Destiel Highschool/College/Coffee Shop AU)
FanfictionNerd!Cas and Bully!Dean Castiel Novek and Dean Winchester were the best of friends, but Castiel did something to Dean that made him hate Castiel since 6th grade. Then Dean moves away and they meet again 4 years later in a coffee shop, they are both...