Why? (Destiel Highschool/College/Coffee Shop AU)

Chapter 6

Castiel's P.O.V. 

That day after dean have given me is number i worked for the rest of my shift

with a small smile on my face

i didn't know if i was going to call him or not 

in-fact i tried my absolute hardest not to think about that at all

but i couldn't help but think of going on a date with Dean Winchester

what would it be like?

would he be romantic?

or would we just do something stupid and cheesy like ice skating

actually i wouldn't mind that...

i have always liked cheesy things like that

ha!

that's funny

dean and i used to make fun of couples like that when we were in middle school

he was the only one who knew that i secretly liked those cheesy things

he would always tell me that one day their would be a lucky girl in my life

little did he know...

"CASTIEL!!" jo screamed from the kitchen coming around the corner

"yes?" i ask, still a little bit in my daydreams 

"your done for today, and again you will get your paycheck at the end of the week" jo says smiling at me

i nod my head at her and take off my apron 

"thank you for showing me what to do today, i know it's the the most interesting thing to do" i tell her giving her a pity smile 

i feel bad for whoever has to give up time for me

i'm nothing special 

jo surprises me when she grabs my hands in hers in a friendly way 

"cas it's no big deal, i had fun, i can't wait to work with you" she says giving me a big smile 

i could tell she really meant it, and that made me feel really happy

she lets go of my hands and i start walking away waving goodbye to her as i hear the bell of the door ring

she waves back and i start heading home

that night my step-father was asleep on the couch when i got home

i was relieved 

i hope it's always like this 

this day was a pretty good day 

i change into my PJ pants and slip off my shirt 

i don't like sleeping with a shirt,

 because the scars on my body rub with the shirt's fabric and it's uncomfortable

it feels better when i don't have a shirt on

i climb into bed and look at my phone wondering if i should text dean

i was having a battle with myself

i can't do it...

but i REALLY want too...

he could hurt you again...

he seems nice though...

yeah, not until he founds out who you really are, he will hate you again...