Dean's P.O.V.
I couldn't wake up
i knew where i was
and everything that was happening around me
but i couldn't wake myself up
i tried talking to cas, but he doesn't hear me
he talks to me sometimes
i answer
but he doesn't hear me
i basically have given up
i know i shouldn't
but i can't help but thinking
maybe this is better
would cas even want me?
probobly not
he probobly isn't going to want to see me after all this...
oh well
we'll be going of to college soon
it's not like it matters what we do know
no
don't think like this dean
let's be honest, you like cas
no, you love him
although you would never admit that to anyone
you love him.
you don't want to but you do
and you guys will be together
we will
right now cas is sitting on the edge of my bed
watching T.V. with me
i chuckle a little bit
at the funny part in the show Dr. Sexy MD
it's a guilty pleasure of mine
cas was the only one who knew about it
i hear cas's voice and turn to him
"dean..." i hear him say
"yeah cas?" i answer him, knowing that he couldn't hear me
i look at him face and see it become sad
and as he's talking i can tell he's breaking himself
no
he's already broken...
i listened in shock to what he had to say
"I just wanted to tell you that when you wake up, it's ok if you hate me, and if you never want to see me again, it's ok...i'm just a worthless person who shouldn't have any friends, because they always end badly" he says
i stay silent and just watch him, shocked
he chuckles coldly at himself
"i mean take a look at our friendship"
he continues
"anyways, i just want to tell you that i will be here when you wake up, and i also think that after all this we should talk about us..." he says
my heart skips a beat a little bit
he wants to talk about us?
this is great!
he does want to be with me!
he does like me!
he does love me!!
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Why? (Destiel Highschool/College/Coffee Shop AU)
FanfictionNerd!Cas and Bully!Dean Castiel Novek and Dean Winchester were the best of friends, but Castiel did something to Dean that made him hate Castiel since 6th grade. Then Dean moves away and they meet again 4 years later in a coffee shop, they are both...