*TRIGGER WARNING* (by the way this is not taking place when dean saw cas at the hospital, this is pretty much right after they told cas that dean was in a coma)
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Castiel's P.O.V.
i'm not exactly sure what to do at this time
dean's still in the hospital
it's been about a week
and i feel like it hasn't really hit me yet
i visit dean everyday
but as always nothing ever happens
i look at him
and it's like it's not him
like my feeling are just completely numb
his nurse is nice though...
i know she takes good care of him
she asks a lot of questions about him
it's hard to answer them considering that i wasn't in his life for a long time
not that i ever forgot about him though...
i walk up to the front of the school letting out a long sigh
i had to go back to school, or else my uncle would get suspicious
i still go an hour earlier for class, just in case Metatron and the others are there
i always know Mr. Chuck will be there, he always is
i always wonder why he calls himself Mr. Chuck considering his first name is Chuck
i asked him once, he said it's because he likes his first name, and wants others to hear it.
i have been telling my uncle lately that i have been staying after school to study
when actually i was at the hospital with dean
i would have said i was over at a friends house
but i knew he wouldn't believe me
he thinks that i am stupid and worthless and nobody would ever want to be friends with me
every time he tells me that i just keep telling myself that it's not true
but every time i really think about it
the more true it seems
dean was my only friend
and i basically killed that friendship
i basically killed him...
NO! castiel don't think like that!!
i keep my head down as i walk towards my homeroom class
i was about to walk in but was stopped by someone grabbing my backpack
and throwing me backwards
i fell backwards hitting my head hard on the lockers
"wow, clumsy much?" i hear a familiar voice say
i look up
my vision a little blurry from my head
but i see Metatron standing above me laughing with Raphael and Alistair standing behind him
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Why? (Destiel Highschool/College/Coffee Shop AU)
FanfictionNerd!Cas and Bully!Dean Castiel Novek and Dean Winchester were the best of friends, but Castiel did something to Dean that made him hate Castiel since 6th grade. Then Dean moves away and they meet again 4 years later in a coffee shop, they are both...