My Diary°° Yoonmin

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Dear diary

Today I finally moved out. Alone.
In a shabby appartement
I can barely afford it since I'm still a student
My parents didn't even respond when I told them I'm moving out
I guess they were too busy to reply
I feel so empty
I wish I had friends to comfort me and tell me it's okay
But no
I'm such a loser and I don't have friends
I'm so lonely
No one pays attention to me
I'm glad no one found out that I'm gay
Because I would be bullied
And that would suck
I'm really lonely
I wonder why I have no friends
Am I that ugly
Well mom told me I'm ugly last time I talked to her
I guess I really am
Today for the first time
I started cutting myself
I'm finding pleasure doing it
I'm probably going to hell for this