Book #1: It Started With a Dare (Ziall/MPREG)

Chapter 23

Chapter 23

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Niall Horan

        You don't know how much it hurts, being in love with someone who only saw you as a joke. Someone who didn't even bother to tell you that you were only a dare when you fell pregnant with his child. It stings, you just want to rip your heart out to stop the ache. You just want to be numb, you don't want to feel the pain because it hurts to much, so much that you haven't eaten in 3 days. You've spent 3 days sobbing into your pillow, wishing you can go back to the day it all began, so you can stop all of this from happening, but sadly time travel hasn't been discovered yet.

     "Niall, open up baby." My mom said from the other side of the door knocking lightly. "I made hamburgers, with all your favourite things in it." I could smell it from here, the sweet smell of a hamburger. The smell so strong for me that I could almost taste it.

      I sniffed and shook my head, "I'm not hungry." I stated quietly, I'm pretty sure she barley heard it. I won't eat, I just couldn't bring my self to eat. I just couldn't. I was to heart broken to eat. "But thank you mom, you're the best." I said putting my had back into my pillow. My phone rang and I grabbed it. I frowned as the screen once again flashed with, " Zaynie <3" He's been calling and texting, I've been ignoring. His texts are all lies. I've read every single text but he doesn't know.

Zaynie <3

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08:36 pm, Saturday

Niall, what you heard today, it wasn't like that. Yes baby, it was a dare but babe, along the way I fell in love with you. I'm so sorry for not telling you. Call me please baby.

Zaynie <3

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09:53 pm, Saturday

Niall please, don't ignore me, Please baby. I need you, i'll do anything as long as I can get you back. Nialler I love you baby. More than anything or anyone else in the world.

Zaynie <3

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10:26 pm, Saturday

Babe, i'm an asshole, I know, but please don't ignore me. I'll be in the park tomorrow so we can talk. Be there at 12 pm yes? I love you, Tell the twins I love them too.

Zaynie <3

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12:56 am, Sunday

Goodnight beautiful. Sleep tight, I love you.

Zaynie <3

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01:57 pm, Sunday

Babe, where are you?

         He wrote a lot more but you know if I told you every single text, it'll take too long. I sighed and placed my hand on my belly. "I'm so sorry babies. You know I love you right? This isn't your fault. It was daddy's fault. For falling for a stupid dare just because daddy would be able to be with his long time crush." I whispered, my eyes beginning to sting. I've cried to much already, "A-and daddy's sorry babies, for being so dumb. For letting a bad man into my life. I'm so sorry." I sobbed and just then the room was filled with a loud, angry knock. The door was shaking because of how hard they were knocking.

         "NIALL JAMES HORAN! YOU OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW!" Greg yelled in anger, "IF YOU DON'T I'LL KICK THIS DOOR DOWN AND SHOVE FOOD DOWN YOUR THROAT!" I can tell that he was serious.

        I frowned and opened the door slowly. "What do you want?' I asked as his face came to view. "I'm perfectly fine." I shrugged as I moved aside so he can come in.

       "Niall, you aren't fine. You haven't eaten in 3 days! You're killing them slowly Niall!" He yelled frustrated. "Do you want to kill the twins Niall? Is that what you want?" He asked glaring at me.

        A whimper left my lips and I shook me head side to side. Tears began to fall from my eyes again. I didn't know I was killing them, I was so caught up with my broken heart I wasn't thinking about my babies. I'm such a terrible father. A sob left my lips and I ran to Greg, burying my face into his shirt, "I'm so sorry, I didn't know. I'm such a terrible father, the worst!" I sobbed loudly into Greg's chest.

          Greg sighed and rubbed my back, "Niall, you aren't a bad father, you're just heartbroken little brother. Come on, let's go eat hamburgers, yeah?" Greg suggested, pulling me out of the room I've been locked in for three days. I just realized something, Greg came all the way from his collage to get me out of my room, aww how cute.

        "Yes, let's go eat." I smiled and followed behind him. I can't believe I wasn't thinking about my babies, how could I be so fucking stupid! I'm so sorry babies, I will eat till I can't eat no more.

Zayn Malik

          "Zayn, wake up." I heard Harry say softly shaking me awake, I don't want to wake up, when i'm asleep my brain goes blank and I don't have to think about the pain I caused Niall. "Zayn!" He yelled in my ear shaking me harder.

          I groaned and that feeling come back. I frowned and looked at Harry with hopeful eyes, He shook his head and gave me sympathetic look. Frowning, I sat up and looked down to my hands. He hates me, he is probably going to forget all about me and make sure I wouldn't be able to get close to the twins. Tears welled up in my eyes once again and I looked at my iPhone hoping to see a text from Niall but nothing.

      "Zayn, I'm sure he'll come around." Harry bit his bottom lip. "I mean, he can't be mad forever right?"

       I glared at him, "This is all your fault." I stated. "If you would've kept your mouth shut this wouldn't be happening!" I scoffed at him. "Get out."

"Wha-"

"Get out. Now."

         He sighed and nodded,"If you need anything just call me yeah?" I just rolled my eyes at him. This is all his fault. My Nialler would be here with me if it weren't for him. I would be with my babies right now but nooo! Harry had to ruin everything.

       Once he left I got my phone out. I started to type a new message to Niall.

       "Niall...babe. I love you. I'm sorry for not telling you it was a dare at first. When you got pregnant and we were forced to live together, I didn't like it but along the way, I fell in live with you baby. Please, come back."

       I pressed the send button and waited. Nothing, he hates me. He's going to make sure I never see my babies. What makes it worst is that, I'll probably never see him again.

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Written By Justin_Bieber_Horan :)