There are some nights when I simply
give up on sleep
because I know that it will not come
with you on my mind the way
you always are,
so I open up my blinds and
turn up my music and
watch the wind rustle the leaves
as I think about
all the things we've done,
and all the things that we will do.
on these nights when I
give up on sleep
I imagine the most beautiful scenarios
and pretend that I will wake up
next to you again,
maybe it isn't healthy
because I wake up some days
feeling my heart break in two
when others I have been awoken
to a light from my soul
my love for you making me stronger
making everything seem brighter
but I don't care
because these last few years I have been
looking for someone
just like you,
someone that I can
trust and talk to about anything
someone who will voice their opinions
and keep me on the right track,
I have been looking for someone
with a laugh that makes the sun shine brighter
and eyes like the sea
that will hold me close,
won't ever let me go
but will give me the freedom that I yearn for
and bring out the best in me.
I have found
all these things
in you and although we are far
from perfect
together I think
we are
and so for now
my search is over because we can expect
that this will end,
but until then I have found the person I want to be
when I am with you
and that makes me feel amazing,
a feeling that I have not experienced before
so I thank you for your wonderful existence and
everything that brought us together and has kept us here
because it's people like you
who make people like me happier,
and it's only you
who makes my days brighter.
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Little Things
Short StoryThis is my next poetry book. In a world where everyone struggles to find happiness, it's the littlest things that make the biggest difference.