Chapter Four

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***RAYNE'S POV***

                              I am supposed to fill out this paper.

                                Okay, whatever will get me out of 

                                this hellhole.

                                                                        1. How do you feel?

                                                                        - Depressed.  Very depressed.  I don't want to kill myself though.

                                                                        2. Do you have thoughts of hurting yourself?

                                                                        - No. ( I want to get out of here.  Lying is how I'll do it. )

                                                                        3. Do you have thoughts of hurting others

                                                                        - No. ( More of a lie than #2.  I don't even know why.  No one has said anything to me ... yet. )

                                                                        4. Can you promise you will keep yourself safe in the hospital today?

                                                                        - Yes. ( I'm not smart enough for suicide under emotional lockdown. )

                                                                        5. Can you promise you could keep yourself safe if you left the hospital today?

                                                                        - YES. ( I'll do anything to go home. )

                        My roommate gets up

                        to turn his paper in.  This

                        is my chance to get a 

                        closer look at him.  Woah.

                        Up close, he looks more

                        amazing then anyone 

                        I have ever layed my

                        eyes on.  I catch a 

                        glimpse of his arms.

                        That looks like the real

                        problem he's going

                        through.  I don't even

                        know him, but I want

                        to hold him and kiss

                        his scars are healed.

                        Fuck.  Why am I 

                        thinking about this?

                        He probably won't

                        even tell me how he

                        got his scars.

                                                                He turns back around and looks at me.  Shit.  He saw me staring.  

                                                                Ugh.  I hope he doesn't notice me biting my lip and....yep.  I'm

                                                                fucking blushing.

                        Did he though?  I hope so.  I look at him and he 

                        is giggling.  Yup.  He saw me.  Damn.

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