Conflicts of a Taken Heart

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I shouldn't love him!
I shouldn't feel such things for a man I left so deliberately!
Only content to have him as a friend,
That should be how I feel.

But it's not.

Time spent near him is blissful,
Tranquil,
Like a whole other world.

To be away is like being awake knowing a wonderful dream awaits for you,
Only if you could lay your head down to sleep.
But these feelings now,
Are wrong,
A heart pricked pain that shouldn't exist.

"I belong to another!"
The mind will cry,
"But I only want him!"
The heart will counter.

As the dream world fades,
And reality is only left,
What do you choose?

To break the heart of the new?
Or break the heart of the old?

Author's Note:
    This was a very confusing time in my love life, no, I never fully cheated but I was extremely close to one I probably shouldn't have been at the time. But thing's did work out in the end, by that being friendships were a little shakey but soon things were forgiven.

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