Mr. Maniac meets Ms. Pervert (PUBLISHED)

Her reason

Asha's POV

Grabe naman 'tong lalaki na 'to makayakap. Akala nya naman ang gaan-gaan ng mga braso at binti nya, ginawa talaga akong tandayan. Hmp! Kung hindi ko lang talaga kelangan mabuntis para kay ate, hindi ko gagawin 'to ...

Naalala ko na maman kung bakit kailangan kong gawin ito. It's my fault at kailangan kong pagbayaran ang gulong ginawa ko sa pamilya namin.

It's been one year, one hell of a year.

Angelico, he's my nephew, my only nephew, our angel. Anak sya ni Ate Nigella, Ella is my twin sister, but we're not close, lahat pinag-aawayan namin, pati lalaki at si Daniel yun. Nakilala ko sya when I was sixteen, to make a long story short, ako ang nagparaya, Daniel asked if he could court me, but I refused, at pinakilala ko sa kanya si Ate, dahil mahal sya ni Ate.

Kinasal sila at nagkaroon sila ng anak, si Angelico nga. Lagi akong dumadalaw sa kanila to bond with Angelico. Si Ate ang pinakamabuting ina na nakilala ko. She always takes care of her child and her husband. At simula nun, naging close na kami. We've been acting like a twin sisters, minsan sakin nya iniiwan si Angelico 'pag may out of town business sila.

Ok na din naman kami ni Kuya Daniel. We've talked. And we've decided to forget what happened between us. Alam kong mahal nya talaga ang ate ko kaya naging masaya na din ako para sa kanila.

Then unexpected things happened. Hindi pinayagan ni Ate si Angelico to come on their fieldtrip, naawa naman ako kaya sinabi kong ako na lang ang magpapasyal sa kanya. Nagpaalam ako kay Ate and she agreed, dahil may tiwala naman sya sa akin.

The day came, but unfortunately, it was a rainy day. I planned to bring him in Enchanted Kingdom, nung mejo tumila ang ulan, umalis na din kami, we're on our way home ng bumuhos ang malakas na ulan. Unexpectedly, my car brakes didn't work. And the next thing I knew, I'm on the hospital and Angelico...

He died.

Dun ko hiniling na sana ako na lang ang namatay at hindi sya, because he's too young. He's only four years old. Walang kinakausap si ate habang nakaburol si Angelico. Nung kinausap naman nya ako after the burial, galit na galit sya, She even said that I did it on purpose, dun din nasiwalat sa pamilya ang tungkol sa past relationship namin ni Kuya Daniel.

Galit sila sa akin. Pero mas galit ako sa sarili ko. I was devastated. It's been a year. One hell of a year. And now I'm on my way to solve this. Hindi na ako kinausap ni Ate simula nun. Lahat na ginawa ko, lumuhod ako sa harapan nya para mapatawad nya ako. Pero alam kong hindi sapat yun.

Nasira ang relasyon nila ni kuya because ate can't bear another child.

At dahil sakin yun. Ako ang sumira. At hindi ko na maibabalik ang dating meron sila, at meron kami hangga't hindi ko naibabalik yung nawala sa'min.

That's why I made this decision. Kambal kami ni Ate, and I know kapag nagkaanak ako, fifty percent ay kamukha ko ang bata. So ibig sabihin parang maibabalik na din si Angelico.

Ayan ang dahilan kung bakit ako nandito, katabi ang lalaki na 'to.

At the age of twenty one, I haven't had boyfriend. At never pa akong nagka-boyfriend kaya wala akong mahihingan ng tulong.

Dumating yung time na, I'm so desperate and drunk to the point that I didn't care what will happen to myself anymore. Yun yung time na ako pa mismo ang nag-aya ng sex kay Jd, and he was my first, nangyari yun during the time that I my mind was unconcious .After what happened, parang wala lang na kinalimutan namin ang gabing 'yun.

That's what I thought, maybe he can do me a favor, oo, nagmakaawa, lumuhod at umiyak ako sa harapan nya para lang buntisin nya ako.

Dahil baka pag nabigyan ko ng bagong anak si Ate, magbalik na yung dati, mapatawad nya na ako, at mabayaran ko na yung kasalanan ko.