Nightmare or Daydream? (Ticci Toby X Reader)

Chapter 38: Gone..

Jeffs POV

"Toby's..... Gone." Y|N whispered before closing her eyes. What? What does she mean 'Gone?'

We arrived back at the mansion, EJ yelling to get her down to his lab.

Your POV

My eyes withering, opening again. It was like every thing was in slow motion, Jeff running down to EJ'S lab and telling me everything was going to be okay.

I was placed on the table as EJ hooked drips and blood bags to me. They were all telling each other that I'm fine, when I saw nothing but darkness.

"Toby.

Why did you have to leave me?"

"I didn't.
I'll always be with you, Y|N."

"But not in person, right?"

"Yes, I'm sorry-"

"No! This isn't fair! Why did you have to go? Our son... Our baby too!."

He smiled. Walking closer and taking my hand.

"Y|N, it's okay. Don't be sad all the time. Your smile can brighten up the day. Be with someone who will make you truly happy, okay? I'll still be with you right here." He placed his hand on my heart and kissed me. Tears fell down my cheeks one by one as I reached my hands around him.

"Don't cry, please. You have to stay happy. What if Sally saw you like this, ay? Come on, smile for me." I gave a slight smile that didn't last long. He kissed me again and said,

"I have to go now and let you wake up, I'll see you again."
He started to dissappear.

"No, i dont want to wake up without you there. Without being in your arms in our bed. It wouldn't be the same!" I cried. He smiled and laughed slightly.

"My same old stubborn girl." A tear fell down his cheek. Then he was gone.
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My eyes shot open. My breathing sharp. I was still in EJ'S lab, with Jeff sat on a chair holding my hand.

"J-Jeff." He looked up at me.

"Y|N!" He hugged me, my face wet from crying.

"I am so sorry Y|N." Jeff looked into my eyes for a moment then took a seat.

EJ came in with Masky and Hoddie.

"Y|N!" They said in unison, Masky and Hoodie hugging me. I sat up and smiled as EJ handed me a glass of water. I took a sip when he spoke,

"How are you doing?" He asked, taking my glass and putting it on a table.

"I've been better." I replied honestly. Slender came down to the lab and everyone else got up to leave. I assume he knows I want to talk with him.

"Y|N, I heard you need to speak with me. What is it my child?" He sat next to me awaiting my answer.

"Slender, I wish for you to erase my memory so I can live a normal life. I want to forget about this life. I know it's a risk but I don't want to turn a corner and think of what happened." He nodded and thought for a moment.

"I will do it tomorrow, you can say your goodbyes if you wish to." I thanked him as he walked out to tell the others what was happening. Do I really want this?