What Should I Do

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Camil's Pov

4 weeks later

I stayed at Sheron's house with my baby girl and i left my phone off.I was in a mood where i didnt wanna talk to nobody but Sheron and Cierra.I was just in a state where a lot of shit was running threw my mind and i didnt know what to do.

Sheron wanted me to move to L.A with her because she wanted our studio to become big and shit.I told her i didnt know and that i had to think about it because one thing i didnt want to do was break up Caylee and Chris father and daughter relationship.

I was in the room playing with my little bug when Cierra came in.

"Hey Milly"she hopped on the bed

"Hey where is Shad"I sat Caylee up

"In the living room talking to Ricky"(N/A:Sheron's new boyfriend)

"Aw bout time his ass get out the house"we laughed

"Ikr but how you feeling"i shrugged

"I feel ok"

"You talked to Chris"she start playing with Caylee

"No and u dont want to,i dont have shit to sat to him"she sighed

"Ok,but you wanna go out tonight"

"Nah im not really in the mood"she sat Caylee back down

"Ok well i hope you feel better"she gave me a hug

"Thanks"

It was 8 and i started washing Caylee up so i could put her to sleep.Somebody knocked on the door so i called Sheron to answer it.

"Sheron somebody is at the door"

"Ok i got it"it was quiet for a while but i got Caylee dressed and was about to fix her bottle until Sheron called me

"Mils can you come here for a second please"i sighed and picked Caylee up

"Here i come"i went in the living room and i saw him sitting on the couch

"Wtf are you doin here"he stood up and walked towards me,i stepped back.I saw his eyes were red

"I'll leave you 2 alone"Sheron said taking Caylee and goin back to her room

"Camil im-"

"Answer my question wtf are you doin here Chris"he sighed

"Im sorry for everything i just lost it when you told me he kissed you and-"he tried to touch my hand but i stepped back

"Ok now go"he smacked his lips

"Why you acting like this bae"

"Im not your bae and can you please go"

"Ok Camil you starting to piss me the fuck off"

"And i dont give a fuck"he bolded his fist up

"Camil can you just come home please"

"Fuck you Chris"i felt tears falling from my eyes,I turned to walk away but he grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him

"I love you"he kissed me but i pushed him off

"I hate you"i said through my teeth,he kissed me again

"I love you"i tried to walk away but he had a good grip of my arm and i tried to loosen it

"Chris let me go"by this time i was really crying

"Say you'll come home"

"No fuck you"he kissed me again this time with his tongue,he put my hands behind my back and kissed me harder,it felt good but i wanted him to stop.

Chris Pov

Its been weeks without her and i was happy cuz i can do whatever the fuck i want to and dont have to worry about shit.

When Camil told me he kissed her i just immediately got mad and just said fuck our relationship.She waited to tell me the shit and think i dont suppose to be mad.I just wanted get back at her.

"Chris fucking stop"she bit the shit out of my lip but it made me want her more

"No i want you"she cried even harder

"please let me go and just leave"i let her go and she pushed me and went to the room,i followed her.She sat on the bed and held her head with her hand,she didnt know i was there.

"Camil please i been goin crazy without you"my voice crackled

"just fucking leave i dont want you anymore"i closed and locked the room door and pushed her back on the bed and got on top of her

"Come home please"i kissed her on her neck

"Chris stop"she moaned

"Im sorry bae,I love you"i felt tears forming in the back of my eyes

"Chris i would never hurt you like that and the way you treated me like shit"i sighed

"I know i just dont wanna loose you

,I was stupid and i know i fucked up"she cried harder

"Just go ok"she tried to push me off but i pinned her down

"Im sorry baby"i start kissing her she moaned and tried to push me off

"I dont want you Chris"she said through the moaning

"Yes you do"i kissed her again,I looked in her light brown eyes that were now full of tears

Camil's Pov

I layed there looking into his beautiful eyes where i saw sorry,pain,and forgiveness.I love Chris with all my heart but i just been hurt by him so many times its become a regular and im sick of it.

He rubbed my cheek with his thumb and smiled.

"You look so beautiful"i pushed his hand away and tried to push him off again but it did nothing.He softly kissed my for head,then my cheek.

"I want you so bad"he whispered in my ear sending chills down my body.I could feel hard cj poking me through his pants and it turned me on more.He slowly kisses down my neck,to my breast then to my stomach until he got to eating me out.He loosened his grip on my hands so i pushed his head deeper and bit my lip from the pleasure.Damn this shit felt good but I cant keep doin this shit to myself.

Ok for it bein so short,i had to change it a little but this story will be ending soon but i promise there will be a sequel

soo keep calm and stay Team Breezy

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