I'm in a speech and debate class and there are a couple people from that class who are from advanced drama. I tried out for adv drama three years in a row and didn't get in. Then when I tried out for speech and debate I finally got into something and I was so happy I thought I was actually smart enough to do something. So today we were debating on immigration laws for the United States and I was like OH OH I KNOW THIS I CAN ROCK THIS. But guess what the guy in my group was all like "oh she can do it because she is in advanced drama and you aren't." At first I was like okay whatever and then they kept adding on to it like "you can speak for shit" it sucks because I know that. I have so much going on in my head and I plan all my sentences out but they come out as puzzle pieces that belong to 29 different puzzles. Nothing I ever say makes sense, nothing I do makes sense, I don't make sense.
