'No please not tonight
My body is raw and wilted
No please god hear my cries
You are so much stronger than I am
God if you're up there, if you're in this room
Save me
Get him off me
Give me the strength to push him off me this time
No please not tonight
Everything hurts
It hurts
It hurts
God where are you?
My body's getting numb
There isn't any one
Where are you??
No please not tonight
God?!?
His sweat drips in my eyes
His heat is around me
He is finished
I'm in pain...broken beyond repair
No please not tonight
We both scream
But the types are different
He smiles and then just leaves
Nobody is here this time
God where are you??!!?
No please not tonight..' *not mine*
Another one left I've turned into the the worst version of myself. I'm broken beyond repair. And I won't let myself get better. I have fallen back into old habbits.
The reason why I was getting better is no longer here so why should I? I won't.
I'm done.
Done and over.
~Double_bagger
YOU ARE READING
Ruined
Poetry⚠⛔**Trigger warning**⛔⚠ killed my soul, killing my body... look closely I'm not the girl, I seem to be.. the girl I am.. isn't me *My story*
