I Won't Give In (Denis Stoff [Denis Shaforostov]/Asking Alexandria Fanfiction) {FINISHED/ EDITING}

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WHOOO! CHAPTER 40 EVERYONE ;) ;) <3 here we gooooo... - mickey 

Denis' POV

Georgia had just told me that we were meant for each other and I could not have said it better than that.. more or less in English anyhow. I held her hand as we walked down Pushkin boulevard. Snow covered most of the greenery that covered the sides of the different shops. The pavement was green in itself but snow caked every piece of this street. I didn't think we should walk out in the cold any longer because Georgia's nose was pink and her cheeks were a bright rosy color so we went into the small cafe that looked out into the large courtyard with large white statues of historical figures. 

"This street is beautiful." She said as I sat her down in one of the coffee colored booths. 

"I knew you would love it. I need to bring you when it's not so.."

"It's perfect Denis."

"Do you want me to buy you something? A drink?"

"Black Coffee. And food.. surprise me." She winked at me and I smirked. God damn it- this woman killed me she was bound to be the death of me. I looked back at her as I waited in line behind someone I knew I would never ignore! Kiryll Medvedev from my past band Down and Dirty. "Hey." I poked his shoulder

"Denis! Hey! How are you man?"

"Great, I'm doing great. How are you?"

"I'm doing fine. How is Asking treating you?"

"Like royalty." 

"Good, good. So what brings you back here?"

"I'm off tour for now. But I'm here with that girl." I point to Georgia who was texting. I guessed it was probably James

"Who is that? She's gorgeous." He said as the line moved up 3 people 

"Why don't we order then I can introduce you?" I asked 

"Sounds great." He nodded 

I really couldn't believe I ran into Kir, Georgia needed to meet him. Once Kir ordered he waited for me to get my food and I ordered an orange dumpling for Georgia and her black coffee. I myself had gotten a plain muffin and I bought a Monster from the vending. 

"Can I sit with you two?" He asked 

"Yeah man of course." We sat each of our orders on the table and Kir being there startled her at first but she recognized him before I could tell her who he was.

"Good morning." Georgia said smiling at him 

"Hey, I'm Kiryll Medvedev from Down and Dirty."

"I know." She laughed taking a sip of her coffee

"And who are you?" Kiryll asked 

"I'm Georgia Levchenchov." I smiled at both of them as they pretty much asked questions back and forth about where they were from and how old they were.. I was sort of nervous because Kir and Georgia hadn't stopped talking since I introduced them I thought that maybe I should run to the restroom really quickly

"I'll be back."

"Okay dude." Kir said and I looked to Georgia who looked away from Kir and smiled at me 

Georgia's POV

Denis running to the restroom left Kiryll and myself to talk even more and the more I talked with him the more I realized this could be a potential best friend ship I had with him because we connected so easily.

"So what are you and Denis anyways?" He asked me after I asked about his birthday 

"Oh.." I took another sip of the coffee "Denis is my boyfriend, well I guess I could say fiancee." 

"That explains the ring." He nods "When's the wedding?"

"I'm not sure."

"So it's more of a promise ring then?"

"We belong to each other and only to each other." 

"I know Denis really well Georgia. I have only just met you I know but I can tell you that he makes bands and he drops them quickly. Once he gets the the top it's his throne and he's already made himself as AA's front man. That's always been his dream and he's fulfilled that but I can tell you that Denis may or may not stick around forever he's a wild card with women especially. He's a singer of a huge metal core band. He's bound to change his color."

I just met this dude and he was telling me this stuff about Denis. James, Cam, Sam, and Ben never said that kind of stuff to me about him but Kir was. I didn't want to say I believe him but maybe I have 'the wool pulled over my eyes'... I seen what happened with Ben. He got married and he cheated with Willie. Marriage doesn't win over the rock star's lifestyle. I forced myself to nod to him 

"I don't want to start anything. Please forgive me if I made you feel bad I'm sure Denis loves you very much."

"Yeah, no no please don't apologize." I had always said I hated apologies because most times they were meaningless and it was only made to make me feel better which in reality I never really could. I felt like Kiryll was opening my eyes to something I hadn't really fathomed. He was really... really flighty with his past bands and when he got something he usually left it for something better. I wasn't the perfect girl out there. I had many flaws and this was bringing everything back I was bound to start panicking. The flaws....

I was never wanted 

My mother only had me because she felt bad for cheating on my stepdad

My mother was abused for years over me not being my stepdad's real daughter

I was starved for days because I had beat on the door 1 too many times 

I failed every test I took because I didn't have any support at home

My own brother died and I never really knew him 

Nicole.. the only mother figure I had died before I could tell her that I loved her

Denis left me once before

Denis slept with many girls when we weren't together

My own mother only used me to get back with my real dad

My real father loves Denis more than me

Mandy was right.. I am a mistake.. a British-Ukrainian bitch 

I was a British-Ukrainian useless bitch that was soon to be left.. left by the road side 

Kiryll looked at me as I begin to breathe slowly and I caught a few breaths in before I felt tears running down my cheeks.. Oh my god. No, no, no I was not having a panic attack. I was.. Oh I was and I felt my heart race and so many words swarmed my head..

"Stupid immigrant."

"Not my daughter.. a filthy mistake."

"I wish I could love you but your father sweetie." 

"I HOPE ASKING ALEXANDRIA LEAVES YOU, AND I HOPE DENIS BREAKS YOUR ROTTEN HEART YOU FUCKING LONELY BITCH."

"LONELY BITCH."

"LONELY BITCH."

"LONELY BITCH." 

by the time I had thought more deeply into Mandy's words I was picked up by Kiryll and Denis rushed to the table 

"Georgia!" He yelled "допомогти нам , будь ласка!!!" I was completely unconscious but I still heard rushing footsteps and a lady yelling in Ukrainian that I blacked out and I needed an ambulance fast. 

So this was a crazy chapter..  I hope you all liked it. What did you guys think? Anyways I love you all so much and I hope you all don't hate me for this..

<3 sorry for ending it this way.. -mickey 

Translations - Ukrainian to English (translations may vary)

допомогти нам , будь ласка - Help! Someone please call an ambulance!