I Won't Give In (Denis Stoff [Denis Shaforostov]/Asking Alexandria Fanfiction) {FINISHED/ EDITING}

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Willie's POV

"Ben." I said looking at him. Those beautiful blue eyes shining at me.

"Georgia told me."

"Everything?" I asked. Ben nodded to me.

"Yes, and I think we need to talk."

"I agree." I said

"One on one." Ben sat next to me wrapping me in his tattooed arms "I cannot promise you this whole situation will be easy but I've already made up my mind."

"Don't do this Ben. You will regret this." I felt the bile in my stomach come up into my throat quickly knowing that what he was going to say next wasn't a good idea.

"I am going to tell Samantha before we go back on tour and I'm going to be there with you and for you."

"No." I shook my head looking at Ben "You can't do this. You can't leave your wife because of some stupid mistake me made."

"Maybe I don't think it's stupid." He said rubbing my arm gently

"That's bullshit." I say putting my hand on his chest "You can't possibly want me."

"I think I always have wanted you." Ben ran a hand through my curly dirty blonde locks "I think I'm in love with you Willie. And you are going to shake that stubborn head of yours but I really can't deny this."

"Fuck you Benjamin." I was growing angrier with him every time he opened his mouth. "I can't do it. You can't either. You have a wife.. A woman whom you married. A beautiful wife who you love more than anything else."

"No." Ben put a hand on my shoulder "No. I love Samantha but you. I can't ever get you out of my head. I can remember the day you switched from Black Veil Brides merch group and that day I-"

I interrupted him "You came up to me and flirted with me by taking the box out of my hands and-" He interrupted me

"I threw it to Kenny and ran my hands over your hips."

"Oh I remember." I couldn't help but laugh at him. "Before you got married."

"When Danny was with us." Ben said looking down from my eyes

"Before Denis."

"Before Georgia." Ben added

"Before Mandy went crazy."

"It was the start of us." Ben smiled

"Remember that time that we got drunk and Danny was like on top of the bus and I gave you a blow job in Sam's bunk?"

"I loved that blow job." I laid my head on Ben's shoulder "Remember the time that we were setting up the merch table at Warped 2011 and I threw the water bottle at you and it hit your eye?"

"How could I forget that fucking water bottle?"

"There's so much to remember." He said

"Memories." I said

"I want to just stay with you Willie. You have to understand that this cannot be forgotten." He raised his arm and pulled it away from me. He put it on my stomach and I nodded to him "Our baby is in there. Who knows about how retarded it's going to be but I know it's going to be beautiful just like it's mother."
I was blushing now but I couldn't help but kiss Ben. He kissed me back but it was more of a slow lingering kiss, it wasn't like how it was on tour. Sloppy, makeouts it was as Georgia would say 'The perfect snogging'. I laughed as Ben stopped and looked at me

"What's wrong?" He asked

"I just.. Georgia she makes me laugh sometimes." I say rubbing Ben's chin with my thumb