I wish I could've written this chapter when it ended, but as a person who tries to live realistically, this chapter of my life is still ongoing...
I know I talked about friendships and life lessons a lot before
In such a way where I thought I had life figured out and that I knew what l was doing
But when I started a chapter where I began the transformation from a kid to an adult's mindset hurt me as if I was falling from a high Cliff
But somehow I'm still determent that I'll go through this one as well
Because I believe that Sam can do this one too.
My aunt once told me
"In life, we will meet a lot of people and think that they're that one friend for us but we will get hurt and hurt till we find a few ones that will stay with us till life ends."
There were moments when I had friends... or what used to be a friend
That Hurt me that much where I had to relive that moment again and again just to see if I did anything wrong towards them.
Then I'd try to make things work with them because I didn't want to ruin the friendship
I used to give them excuses like
" oh maybe she is having a bad day or she has family issues and it's tuff on her
I should be there for her
I should be a good friend and forgive her ..."
Endless thoughts that to this day never left my mind
One thing I learned from that friendship
We were never friends
Just because we had small talks and laughs does not make us friends
Some people will do great under the naming of collimates
And to be honest it was my fault from the very beginning
Because I didn't listen to my mom when she told me to stay away from her or them
Like they say
"Moms have the sixth sense"
But my lesson from that relationship was
No matter how close you think you're to a person
Never
And I mean never let anyone make you feel less
Never let them make you lower yourself only because of their low social level
And last don't be the fool who cries for fools
Because only fools will cry over the people that god took them out of our lives
Because god knows the right people to keep in our lives and the ones that hurt us.
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RandomDear Sam In these papers that are filled with words and stories who made you today You will find letters to read Actions to learn And that love you need And If I could hug yesterday I'd have done that by the passion I gave Through writing this...
