Her Roads

To do what we had to do

These past weeks have been rough I have to say

The weather changed as well the people did the same thing

But the difference was

I knew the weather was going to get colder this month

But I didn't know that the human would do the same

I changed
Hopefully for the best
I fought with myself
Real bad this time

But we are getting along till now

Sometimes the main reason for our problems is ...us

Just because we couldn't be truthful to ourselves.

Let me explains this with a little story :

Once upon a time
There was this little girl who planted a very small seed, she was so happy about it where she promised that little seed she will come back each morning to water it till it grows,

The first week the little girl kept her promise and watered the seed

The next week she did the same

In the third week, the little girl said" I gave the seed too much water yesterday, I'll make sure to water it tomorrow..."

She did

In the fifth week

She only watered it for three days, because she thought "maybe giving the seed too much water will kill it"

Or maybe the little girl was a bit lazy to do her work towards the seed.

In the sixth week
She didn't give the seed and water

Saying she forget about it

The seed started to turn brown after a few days, and its green leaves were now facing the ground

The little girl started to get sad and blamed herself for not taking good care of the seed

So the little girl said she'd try to remake another seed

But this time she would be more careful

But unfortunately...the little girl lied to herself again

As well another seed faced the ground with its brown leaves.

The little girl got even sadder,
Because her seed died for the second time

She started to cry on her seed leaves

Hoping it will return one of its roots back

Until she realized that there is one small root left

Her eyes opened wide

And her face was not less from being shocked

She was happy that there was... hope

So she didn't promise this time

No

She did what she had to do

Taking care of the seed to becoming a big tree

And this it did grow

And it also became a very wide and green tree with its leaves facing the sun, not the ground

This time

She did her job

And we can say she kept her promises as well.
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We blame a lot of people for our mistakes

Forgetting that we are the main trouble most of the times

The main reason for that is

Making promises that are beyond our capabilities?

Or trying to be someone or something that we aren't

Simply in life

We just have to do what we are supposed to do.
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