𝐅𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐃𝐚𝐲𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 ( 𝑴𝒚 𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒔 )

Christmas Wishlist

Written: December 17th, 2023

Genre: Holiday Pop ( Ho ho ho 🎅🏼 )

1ST VERSE:

I've been asked what I want this 25th

But the truth is, what I want is too much to ask

And perhaps even Santa can't fulfill this task

Hey, do you even fit in his sleigh?

After all, you're not a toy or board game

CHORUS:

And I know, it's too much to ask

But I'm just not into the materialistic

That people make Christmas up to be

Honestly, the one thing I want is just you with me

This year, I didn't even write a Christmas Wishlist

Cause all your love is enough

So presents wrapped in boxes can steer clear

All I want and need is you here with me

2ND VERSE:

All I see at stores is overpriced decor

And on every house, pricy lights

Sure, it might look nice

But it won't ever shine as bright

As the moon with their star

Or the fireworks you cause my heart

You're making my December out to be

The most wonderful time of this year

And since I'm being sincere

Every day spent with you is my childhood wish come true

CHORUS:

And I know, it's too much to ask

But I'm just not into the materialistic

That people make Christmas up to be

Honestly, the one thing I want is just you with me

This year, I didn't even write a Christmas Wishlist

Cause all your love is enough

So presents wrapped in boxes can steer clear

All I want and need is you here with me

BRIDGE:

Even though you don't even celebrate this season

You're the reason why I'm seeing Christmas through new lenses

I used to think that I had to give and give to receive love back

But thankfully, you've proved me wrong

And I love you for that

CHORUS:

And I know, it's too much to ask

But I'm just not into the materialistic

That people make Christmas up to be

Honestly, the one thing I want is just you with me

This year, I didn't even write a Christmas Wishlist

Cause all your love is enough

So presents wrapped in boxes can steer clear

All I want and need is you here with me

OUTRO:

I want to be with you all my life

Not just on Christmas time

So here's to a new year

One of many more spent with you, my dear

There's always the question of "what do you want for Christmas " and honestly there is nothing that I do want for Xmas. There is something however that I want in LIFE- not just on the 25th, and that's my beloved. I'm really just thinking about the future, our future, instead of my favorite time of the year. I guess it's cause in the past I didn't have much to look forward to in the future, except for pursuing music as a career, but that was about it. Now, I actually have more ambition in regards to having someone by my side for all eternity.

Lately these days it disappoints me when Christmas can be so commercialized these days, of what house has the most brightest lights, or people paying mind to store bought presents the most. I feel like this year I'm disappointed that my *mumbles* 'mom' seems to prioritize all these diy decor ( when we already have a lot of decor from previous years, there's no need to waste money on new stuff )  and sure, it's diy, but you still have to buy everything to make this decor and it can be pricy. I don't think it should matter how 'perfect' the decor will look because this decor doesn't equal the true meaning of Christmas. She just gets mad when I bring that thought of mine up, but it's how I feel and if it were up to me, I'd choose not to partake in this decor situation and rather spend that time talking to my beloved, studying or smth that matters to me that isn't materialistic. 

I'm just gonna shush now, because my mom does not have me in the best mood rn and I'm currently missing m beloved :')