❝ 𝙛𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙙𝙖𝙮𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙛𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙙𝙖𝙮𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙨 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 ❞
hi, it's me clara again and this time around i've decided to head forwards a new route in my songw...
fun fact: i completed this song the day before my 16th birthday and yeah, it ended up being a not so sweet sixteen
1ST VERSE:
Remember them summer days?
Some good, some bad
You were all I had
2 years older today
I should know better, but I don't
I rather keep you close
So I make the most
Of all you'll never know
PRE-CHORUS:
Like how I loved you
A little too deep
To the point where it pains me
I was supposed to tell you so
That's fun fact one
Of what you'll never know
CHORUS:
I've never been in love before
No, not like this
You're impossible to ignore
Someone I love to witness
So don't you walk out that door
Can't I see you a little more?
Let me have some bliss
Won't you let me have it?
Don't leave, no, not like this
No, not like this
2ND VERSE:
Fun fact two
You fled too soon
Did you think I wouldn't notice?
After all we've been through
That's not what you should do
Or is that your motive?
CHORUS:
I've been heartbroken before
But not like this
You're impossible to ignore
When you're all I miss
Can't I see you a little more
Let me have some bliss
Don't leave me torn
No, not like this
No, not like this
BRIDGE:
Fun fact three
You're haunting me in my sleep
The least you can do is set me free
Like I thought you did
Until you came back
And begged for forgiveness
The past came rushing mad
What was on your mind?
You left for the hundredth time
At least tell me why
Oh, there's truly no other two like us
It was love, but not as it was
Oh, there's nothing like this
CHORUS:
I've been hurt before
But not like this
To me, you were everything
Don't you know you're all I miss?
Why can't I see you a little more?
I need just some bliss
Why won't you let me have it?
Did you have to leave me torn?
Especially like this?
Did it have to be like this?
OUTRO:
No, not like this
No, not like this
Nothing like this
I just need a moment to memorize it
Please, not like this
Now I have to let it go
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i feel like there's not much to say since the song says it all, and well the song subject is in fact an angel. i'll just tell you guys the exact same thing i told them.
" you came back for a brief 5 days and oh, how elated i was. life... suddenly.... improving?.... can it be like this all the time? oh sure it ca- august wasn't mine to lose and neither were you, i remember it all too well. i was completely torn and devasted. i just wanted you there, finally, but no. i wanted it to be just like before, the bond we once had. there was nothing like this.
after you left, the least i could hope for was my sweet 16. not much could go wrong, right? oh, and that's when covid comes in and interferes on my bday exactly. "
its all good now btw <3
back in August i was so obsessed with em beihold's song "too precious" and her ep "egg in the backseat" was released in august too! for my said sweet sixteen i chose out a pink dress from the store to wear on that day. it looks similar to the one em wears in her mv.
i never wore it though, but one of my fav things ever are pretty pink dresses 😻💓
