culpability { sunki }

8

All Heeseung could do was gasp in shock at the message he had received. 

...

It was currently 2am and Heeseung was eating his nightly ramen and watching Netflix. He used food and television in attempt to distract himself from being depressed over his ex.

Well tonight that attempt was demolished as he heard his phone chime, indicating he received a message.

He found it weird since he never usually received messages late at night. His curiosity spiked and he paused his movie.

He pressed the iMessage and tilted his head as all it was, was a blurry video message. Then he clicked on it. 

Heeseung had never in his 27 years of living, been this stunned. He watched as his ex boyfriend of 3 days sucked on another man's dick. 

Heeseung's jaw dropped so harshly and fast that all thoughts had left his brain. He stopped breathing until the video ended with Sunoo swallowing the man's unborn children.

Heeseung had never been so disrespected, yet turned on? He didn't know what the fuck he was feeling at this point. 

I mean they had only broke up less than a week ago so of course he was still sexually attracted to the younger but at the same time, he felt disrespected by him for moving on so quickly. He also was disrespected by the person who sent the damn video in the first place.  

Heeseung exited from the video to the chat and decided he would message the fucker that sent the message. 

'Who the fuck is this?' Was all the man sent. He was beyond angry, but he was also becoming erect as he felt his shorts tighten, so he went to go figure that out. 

...

Sunoo woke up to an empty bed. He got up to go downstairs half asleep to find the older. 

To Sunoo's demise, he deemed the taller no where to be found. So he dragged himself back up the stairs and back into the comfortable bed.

Sunoo squinted as his eyes adjusted to his screen's bright lighting. He looked at his notification wall to find he had an unread message from Riki. It read, 'Hey, I headed to work and didn't want to wake you up so just call me if you need me.'

Sunoo just replied with a simple 'Okay see you when you get home.' And it kind of gave him butterflies because he had never sent such a domestic message to anyone other than Heeseung. 

Heeseung was Sunoo's first relationship. They met through their mutual friend group when Sunoo was 20 and Heeseung was 23. They became extremely close and were basically attached at the hip until Sunoo decided to ask Heeseung to be his boyfriend. 

Everything was absolutely perfect. Nothing was going wrong in their relationship and in fact everyone assumed they'd be the first to marry. Well that was until Sunghoon beat them to it and proposed to Jake. 

Regardless, they loved each other more than anything. So, why did Sunoo cheat?

Kim Sunoo didn't have a clear answer himself. He figured it was perhaps lack of attention, but that wouldn't make sense because Heeseung would take him out on dates every chance he got. Sunoo could not find one even sort of justification or reason for deciding to betray his amazing boyfriend. 

Sunoo secretly did know the reason. It was just a shitty and childish one.

Kim Sunoo was bored. That's right, Sunoo slept with another man because he was simply bored.

Heeseung bored Sunoo. Of course he loved him, but the sex was boring and sloppy. He lost his virginity to Heeseung so honestly that was all he knew.

Perhaps that night, his subconscious wanted something to make him feel his adrenalin rush. So, after seeing such a dangerous man like Nishimura Riki, he wanted a taste of danger.

That fateful night after leaving the club was the best sex he's had in his 24 years of living. He felt like a new person after that night. He became addicted to wanting that feeling. Every single time he and Riki does it, he can't get enough. He craves for the older. 

He had never  felt this way for Heeseung as much as he loved him.

Does that make him a shitty person? Yes. But he couldn't help but feel this way. 

Sunoo ripped himself out his thoughts and decided to have breakfast that was already prepared for the boy. He had become accustomed to the luxurious life that he has lived for the past few day. 

Of course he was grateful and appreciated everything Heeseung had done for him but who doesn't like living with zero responsibilities, other than giving good head and looking pretty?

With Heeseung, he played more of a house wife role. He cooked, he cleaned, he did laundry, basically took care of everything while Heeseung took care of the money. Of course he would never be ungrateful for everything he received, but fuck how he hated being a house wife.

Here he didn't have to clean any dirty toilets, pick up dirty clothes that were just left on the floor, go grocery shopping, cook all day 3 times a day, or make work lunch boxes everyday. He sighed as he realized he was basically Heeseung's mom.

He loved it here with Riki. He didn't want to leave.

...

Sunoo decided he would wait for the elder to return as he grabbed a snack that the chef made for him and wore Riki's large shirt that basically was a nightgown on him and fuzzy socks. He ended up watching something on Riki's large TV and fell asleep.

He began to wake up as he heard the sound of the front door opening. 

Sunoo rushed down the large staircase, excited to see the taller since the sun had begun to set and he missed seeing the other's face all day.

"You're home!" Sunoo slid over to the elder with his socks and beamed at him with a large smile.

"How are you, pretty?" Riki smiled back subconsciously to the latter. Sunoo smiled even harder if possible, hiding his eyes with his cheeks.

"I'm great, how are you?" Sunoo shyly replied as if he was a school girl talking to her crush for the first time.

"I'm doing amazing now that I'm seeing you." Riki reached for Sunoo's hand, bringing him in close. He then connected their lips in a slow and sweet kiss. Sunoo couldn't help but smile into the kiss.

This is the happiest he has been in months honestly. 

Riki absolutely loved seeing his Sunoo so happy, even if they weren't even official. That didn't matter to him. Sunoo was his.

As they pulled away, Riki asked the shorter, "So what did you do today baby?" 

Sunoo started walking into the kitchen and said "Absolutely nothing!" He shrugged with a giggle. Riki put his hand on his hip while raising his eyebrows in surprise.

"Why do you sound so happy about that?" Riki smiled back as Sunoo just shrugged again while hopping up onto the kitchen island. "I dunno, I like doing nothing?" Sunoo stated in more of a question. 

Riki walked up to Sunoo and placed his hands onto the smaller's hips. "Do you wanna do nothing with me?" Riki asked with a small smirk and hungry eyes. 

Sunoo leaned in closer and looked down at Riki's lips, only to look right back into his eyes. "I would love to." 

end of chapter.

Sorry for any mistakes.