MY HEART ONLY WANTS YOU

18

( Hari's pov)
Its been an year in America with my parents and they have been treating me very nicely
I always used to talk to seojun time to time
He told me about how he got graduated and started working for idol career
But I missed him a lot.
I have graduated from school  and I've met many new people
I am really happy spending time with my parents which I never got to experience before.

I sat down on the table as the maid served the dinner
" Hari we need to discuss something" dad said making me look at him
" What is it?" I said smiling
" We have decided to partner up with park enterprises. It will help our business to grow soon you have to start working at the company so I was thinking you should skip college and just take 5 months training of business education, I'm pretty sure you'll get hang of everything very quickly " he said
Skip college?
I wanted to be a lawyer tho
" Dad I want to be a lawyer " I said hesitant
" Jung Hari you are my only heir only you can continue my legacy " he said in a serious tone
I don't want to upset him
It took me an entire year to make him appreciate me and give me his love and affection
Well being a CEO is not bad i think
" Yes dad i  understand" I said
He smiled and i smiled back.

I began the training which was absolutely very difficult
Its not easy to do business i thought to myself
It was so nerve racking that i didn't know how 5 months passed
Dad finally took my to the company and I started working as a dad's assistant for many months
It was fun working with him to be honest
I really liked what I was doing
Everything was perfect
Picture perfect
But one thing i didn't focus on in all of this mess was my love
Seojun
We kept drifting apart and one day I got a call from him
" Hari I can't keep doing this, I can't keep loving you like this I'm sorry" he said
My voice broke
" Seojun but listen to me i promise I'll come and visit soon" I said
" No you have decided to give them a chance and i understand and I'm happy for you but I can't love you like this when we are a World apart" he said
" Then what are you suggesting?" I asked almost crying
" Let's breakup" he said
I was speechless
Tears escaped my eyes but I understand
I don't deserve him at all
I don't deserve his love
I promised that I won't leave him but yet I did
He deserves someone much better
Not someone like me a selfish person
He didn't even let me say anything he just hang up the phone
It was almost 1 year and 10 months I haven't seen him
But I knew it was time to let go and let him be happy
I don't want him to be hurt by me
I tried calling him time to time aslo texting him but no answer
I guess he has deleted my number too.

I was walking to my dad's office when I heard voices
" Hari will listen to me she has no other option anyways " i heard dad say
" I know that but you know her if she finds out you got her here for marriage she will not tolerate it" mom said
Marrige?
" She was stupid if she thought she'll be getting my position. Do you think  Daniel worked so hard just for Hari to take over my position?" Dad said
What's going on
I opened the door and looked at them questionably
" What are you both talking about?" I asked
" Hari-ah how much did you hear?" Mom asked scared
" Just tell me already" i said annoyed
" Well you are getting married to mr.Park's son  Daniel" dad said casually
What?
" Are you serious right now?" I said
" Hari the reason we called you to America is because your dad's company was in loss and we needed to join hands with park enterprises but they had conditions " mom said
" What? like selling your daughter so you can save the company?" I yelled
" They said they'll only help us if they let their youngest son run our company in future. Your dad didn't wanted them to have full control over the company so we told them that you will also have a share of the company which they opposed so your dad had to offer your hand in marriage in exchange for the company's share whixh they agreed to " she said
I gasped as tears escaped my eyes
" And here i thought you really finally started caring about me" I shouted
" Do you have any idea how happy I was when you told me that I can come to you and finally be with you, i swore to myself that I'll never ever do that but your sweet words sway me and i came here risking Everything precious to me" i said sobbing
" You know what fuck your company and fuck your fake love and affection. I'm going back to Korea" i said as i slammed my hands on the table and started to walk out
" If you walk out right now jung Hari I won't financially support you remember that" he said yelling
I looked back and fake smiled
" I don't need your money, I hope your company goes down to hell and so do both of you . From today on forget that you ever had a daughter" i said as i walked out and slammed the door behind me

I packed my bags and booked a flight
Thank god i told him to pay me while I was his secretary
I have enough money to go to korea and figure out what to do next.

Through the whole plane ride i cried and cried thinking what I gave up for there fake affection.
Will seojun take me back?
No way i deserve him now
I am sorry seojun I'm so so sorry

Author's note:
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