MY HEART ONLY WANTS YOU

15

( Hari's pov)
I am laying down on my bed watching TV when my phone suddenly rang
Seojun was calling me i smiled and picked it up
" Hello" i suddenly hear a female voice
" Hello?" I replied " I'm calling from Yeon hospital the owner of this phone was in a car accident can you please come to the hospital as soon as possible" she said making me quickly get up from my seat
Tears started Falling down my eyes as i was trying to put on my shoes
I started running to the hospital and called go woon to let her know.
I'm still running and crying
I Booked a taxi and reached the hospital.
" Somebody called saying there was an accident" i said still sobbing
She nodded and took out some papers
" Can you fill these up first" she said
I looked at her with anger
" Are you serious? First show me where he is ?" I said slamming my fist on the table
She apologized and took me to the room where I saw suho lying unconscious on one bed and seojun on the other
I quickly ran to seojun's bed and saw that his arm was fractured and there were few cuts on his forehead
I looked at the nurse " are they both going to be okay?" I asked
" Yes don't worry, they just have slight fractures here and there and they are just unconscious from the anesthesia they'll wake up soon" she said
I sighed in relief and went back to the counter to sign the papers when go woon came running with her mother
They looked at me concerned and i told them that he was fine but he did get a minor fracture.
I told go woon to fill the papers and I was about to make the payment when the nurse told me that the Bill has already been payed
It must have been suho's dad i believe.

I sat there for few hours when go woon Shaked me "Unnie go home I'll call you when he wakes up" she said gently stroking my back
I didn't even realise I was still crying
" No I want to be here when he wakes up " I said wiping my tears
Go woon got up and made me stand up forcefully
" Unnie i promise I'll call you when he wakes up okay look at yourself he wouldn't want to see you like this" she said wiping my tears
I tried to stay but go woon made me sit in the taxi and go home
I went home and took a shower and dressed up waiting for go woon's call.
An hour turned into 2
And there was still no sign
When someone rang the doorbell i quickly got up and opened the door to see go woon
" Why aren't you at the hospital?" I asked her shocked
" He woke up but he sent us back home, he thought you didn't know and told me not to tell you , but I know you won't listen to me even if I tell you that you should go in the morning right?" She said
" Yes I won't" I said as i put on my shoes and ran to the main street to get a taxi
I reached the hospital and slammed opened the door making suho look at me shocked
" Han seojun" i shouted as tears fell down my cheeks
I ran up to him and hugged him making sure I'm not hurting his injured arm
" Are you stupid why would you tell go woon to not tell me , do you want to see me crying?" I said as i sobbed on his shoulder
He gently stroke my hair
" I'm sorry I made you worry but I'm okay Hari see" he said breaking the hug and showing me
" How are you fine your arm is broken" I said crying and glaring at him
He sweetly smiled
" Jung Hari even I am hurt" suho said suddenly make me look back
" Oh yes suho are you okay?" I asked while seojun's arm still around my waist
" Why would she ask about you?" Seojun said glaring at him. I sighed they have started this again
" Can you not fight now and you both were together when this happened ?" I asked looking back and forth at them
They just avoided eye contact.
" Anyways you both need anything to drink I'll go get it" I said
" I'll go with you" seojun said getting up
" No you should rest" I said but he didn't agree and he started walking out as he held onto my hand
" Le su red ginseng for you right?" I asked and he nodded.
Me and seojun got the drinks and were heading back when he stopped me
" What's wrong?" I asked
" Let's slow down I want to ask you something" he said
" Sure what is it?" I replied
" Ju-kyung's sister works for suho's dad company and she came asking about the song we three wrote together before he passed away " he said with a little sorrow in his voice
I waited for him to continue
" I denied that i wrote that song but she told me that I should give my idol career another chance but I feel guilty doing something seyeon loved and I feel like i Don't deserve to do it " he said stopping in his tracks
My heart ached to see him like this so i slowly put my arms around him and giving him a hug
" Seojun-ah you don't have to carry all of this hurt with you. And I'm absolutely sure seyeon knows how much you loved singing and he wouldn't want you to feel this away to live like this, he wouldn't want his two bestfriends be like this" i said parting from the hug and cupping his cheeks
" He would want you to live your dreams he would have wanted happiness for you and nothing else so if your question is that if you should give your idol career another chance do it if you want to, I'll stand next to you and won't let anyone say anything to you" I said smiling as i got a little teary
" Thank you Hari for always being by my side, i love you" he said
Love?
He loves me?
I looked at him a bit shocked
" Why ? You don't love me yet?" He asked making me more shocked
Love? What I feel for him is more than that
I smiled  " no i do I love you so so so much" I said as he pecked my forehead and we went back to the room
But when we entered my eyes fell onto suho's bed who seems to be hiding something or someone
What's happening?
Suho is pointing at cho rang and guys who are making noises to take them out
I am guessing that's ju-kyung
After few tries i take everyone out of the room even seojun.

" Why did you bring me outside too?" Seojun asked suddenly making me nervous
I need to find an excuse now i can't let him to know otherwise ju-kyung will kill me
" Well I just wanted to spend time with you alone" i said
He smirked and started walking closer as i kept taking steps back until my back hit the wall
" And what exactly  you want to do with me alone?" He asked getting closer to my face which is a burning red right now
" What are you saying I was just saying that i want to spend time with you" I said trying to avoid eye contact
He chuckled " i already know about suho and ju-kyung so you don't have to act all secret about it" he said making me look at him shocked
" I don't know what you are talking about" I said trying to play it cool
" My darling I know ju-kyung likes suho because she told me and it's only obvious for them to date because they like each other " he said sounding convincing and without even noticing i nodded
" Yes -" shit ju-kyung will definitely kill me
" Don't tell this to anyone okay, promise?" I said raising my pinke
He laughed and tied his pinke with mine to make a promise
" Promise" he said smiling
" You have to lock it " I said as i reached for his thumb to lock the promise
" Ofcourse you have to lock it" he said as pulled me to him and pecked my lips
I am literally a tomato right now
Completely red from blushing
" Yahh there are people here you can't just do that " I said looking around to see if they noticed
" I don't care" he said as he took my hand sand started walking to the cafeteria.

On reaching the cafeteria we saw go woon with ju-kyung's brother
" Will you get lost" I hear go woon say
I laughed at there cute behaviour but seojun on the other hand is glaring
" When will you stop annoying her?" He asked him
He shaked his head and said no
" Unnie can you tell him that I don't like him" she said taking my hand with a pleading look
I chuckled slightly and nodded
" Jo young can you stop " I said holding in my laugh
" Noona if you will also say no it will be really disheartening" he said pouting which was really cute
" Go woon-ah he is cute why you don't like him " I said as i laughed and patted Jo young's back.
" Unnie you are supposed to be on my side" she said glaring
" I am I am just kidding" I said looking at go woon
" And you are supposed to my girlfriend the only person in the world you can call cute is me and our child" he said
Child? He is already so ahead in future
" Don't get too ahead of yourself Han seojun- shii. Child?" I said as i laughed and started walking away
" Why, aren't you going to marry me in the future?" He asked
I smiled " seojun-ah we are still in high school " i said
" So what? I only want to be with you for the rest of my life, you don't want to ?" He asked
I stopped and looked at him
Ofcourse I can only be with him no one else
It is and always will be just him.
" Ofcourse i want to. Who else would treat me like this" I said smiling and poking his cheek
He laughed
" Yes,you are only mine " he said making me smile like an idiot.

Author's note:
Another update