MY HEART ONLY WANTS YOU

3

(Hari's pov)

Another day at school and another day trying to survive.
I was sitting on my seat when I looked towards the door and saw seojun coming in
He accidentally stepped on ju-kyung's foot
And ju-kyung just ran out
She is acting strange from yesterday.
Seojun came to my seat and i looked at him
" Why are you sitting here?" He asked
I looked at him confused "where else I'd be sitting?" I asked tilting my head trying to remember if I have to somewhere
" Shouldn't you be with cho rang and the guys,we have a free period?" He said leaning on his desk
" Well I thought you were with them so i avoided" I said getting up from my seat and standing in front of him
As I was about to say something the bell rang which means no more free period
I was about to leave because we had P.E next.
When someone pushed me making me fall onto seojun
His one hand is holding the back of my head and the other resting on waist
My heartbeat got faster, why does this happen?
I quickly part from him regaining my balance
" Are you okay?" He asked
I nodded
" Hari-ah I'm sorry I didn't mean to push you" taehoon said running away from the other boys
I can't look at seojun because my cheeks are firing up
What is happening to me?
He was about to say something but I just ran out.

We all were playing dodgeball. I was trying to focus on the game but my eyes kept going towards seojun
Which resulted in me being out.
So I stepped aside and watched the other girls play
I saw that even seojun got out and he was walking as I was about to walk after him
The ball stopped me
" Hari-ah can you pass the ball?" One of the boys said
I nodded and picked up the ball
I don't know what came over me
I threw the ball with such force that it directly hit someone's head
And that someone is seojun who was talking to ju-kyung
Shit
He will kill me
He turned around and all the boys just pointed at me
Damn them
I looked at seojun and he looked at me
I lifted my hands in the air and slowly mouthed " sorry"
But it didn't work
Now I'm running in the whole ground with seojun running after me
" I said sorry are you going to hunt me down now?" I said shouting as I was still running
I stopped and looked back trying to catch my breath
And he was also tired
" Yes I will hunt you down" he said as charged towards me
There is no point in running now so I just stand there and close my eyes
Nothing happens
I open my eyes and see him standing close to me and looking at me
My heart flutter
" Why aren't you killing me yet?" I asked looking up at him
He definitely is very tall
" Why would I kill you, I have better things to do" he said smirking
" Then why did you chase me like a madman and made me all exhausted?" I asked confused
" That was my revenge " he simply said
I am still confused
He pointed to the place where everyone was playing
Nobody is there
" The period is over and you are all exhausted. Whoever leaves last will have to take all the balls and keep them back in the gym, that's the rule right?" He said
Yes he is right our class has made a rule that whoever leaves last will have to keep the things back at gym
" But me and you both are still here" I said
" No only you are because I'm leaving" he said
That jerk he was planning this all along
" Han seojun are you really going that low, just help me" I said pleading
He kept walking away
Jerk
I collected the volleyball and kept them in the gym.
I'm exhausted I can't walk
I am dehydrated
I'll faint any minute now
Seojun is such a jerk
I finally got changed and now I'm walking through the hallway when I see seojun walking with his friends
I angrily walked towards them
He looked at me and stopped
" Let me tie my laces first" he said pointing a finger at me
He Bent down and was tieing his laces when suddenly I hear ju-kyung's voice saying to get out of the way
We all moved aside and see her running
She stepped on seojun's back
And cho rang and minyoung shared an excidental kiss
A small laugh escaped my lips
Just in few seconds all the other students came running after her
What is happening
Seojun got up fast and pushed me back on the wall trying to get out of the way
I'm literally trapped and can't move
My face is plastered in his chest
He moved away and looks at me.
" Sorry" he said
" It's okay" I said trying to fix my hair which he ruined
But then a laugh escaped my lips
All the boys started laughing along with me
" What are you all laughing about?" Seojun asked
And then I pointed at cho rang and minyoung still laughing
" They kissed" I said
Seojun also started laughing now.
I was about to go when seojun put his hands on my head patting it
" Sorry for making you do all the work before" he said as he left
Did he apologize
Did the great han seojun apologize to his enemy
My heart is jumping in my throat
I looked at him as he left
Cho rang looked at me and shaked me to reality
" You are in love with seojun or something?" He asked
What no what is he on about
" Whats are you saying?" I said scoffing
And acting casual
" You are literally looking at him with heart eyes" he said
I laughed sarcastically
" You must have gone mad cho rang" I said as i left
Why would I look at seojun like that
I hate him.

After school ended and I went back home.
I was getting hungry when I went to the store to get some ramen.
The moment I got out of the store it started raining
I waited for the rain to stop when it finally did
I started heading back
As I was going I saw seojun's bike at the side of the street and seojun standing looking at something far off in distance
I walked closer i could get a glimpse of suho
Talking to a girl which I couldn't recognise because she had her back turned towards us
" Han seojun" i called out his name
He looked back, his face showing clear signs of anger
I walked closer to him and put my hand on his shoulder
" Are you okay?" I asked
He took my hand and walked to his bike
" Let's go " he said putting a helmet on my head
I didn't argue because he looked sad and pissed
We reached home and i took off the helmet and gave it to seojun
He walked ahead of me
I didn't wanted him to be alone tonight
I know his mom is in the hospital and go woon is at her friends house
" Seojun-ah " i called out to him
He looked back
" Let's have ramen" I said lifting my hand which had ramen in it
He looked at me and was hesitant
He was about to say no when I stopped him
" I know you definitely don't want to but I think you should not sit alone tonight" I said as i took his hand and took him to my apartment
He settled down on the sofa and i started cooking
" Why are you being nice to me?" He asked walking in the kitchen
I looked at him and smiled
" I don't need a reason to be nice seojun-ah" i replied
He suddenly hugged me from the back
I get tensed from his touch
I turned back and he hugged me again.
" Let's stay like this for awhile" he said
I gave in and hugged him back
Gently rubbing his back
He definitely misses seyeon, his dear friend
I still remember the night when he passed  away

(Hari's pov) ( flashback)

I was sitting in my room when I suddenly heard a loud knock on the door
I got up and opened the door
The sight I saw broke my heart
Seojun was crying
I quickly hugged him and got him inside my apartment
He is crying
I sooth him by gently rubbing his back
" He- he left, he left us" he said in between sobs
It hurts me to seojun like this
I don't wish to see him like this ever
" Its alright seojun-ah you can cry" I told him as i hugged him tighter
" You don't have to tell me" i continued
That night he stayed at my apartment
He cried so much
After sometime he slept
I finally got the whole story about seyeon passing away
I cried too
I didn't know him that well but he was a very nice person
He was such a sweet soul
I hope he is in better place
I hoped that suho was also ok.

( End of flashback)

(Hari's pov)
After having ramen, seojun left and i went to bed
With my heart still aching for seojun
I have never liked him but that never meant that he should hurt like that
I wish he could be happy like he used to be
I wish him and suho make up

And I wish whatever affection I'm getting towards seojun also stops

Author's note:
Here's another update
Will update next chapter soon