MY HEART ONLY WANTS YOU

6

(Hari's pov)
I lazily dragged myself school the next day hoping not to be seen by seojun at all but that is not possible when his seat is literally next to me.
I walked to class and sat there, my eyes went to suho and he was looking at ju-kyung.
He definitely likes her.
His eyes suddenly met Mine,I waved at him and he smiled back.
I took out my book and started studying when I saw seojun walking inside the classroom, he is walking towards his seat when ju-Kyung stopped him
" Take these back why would you give me these?" she said handing him his bike keys
" You should hold onto them so I don't ride my bike anymore " he said smiling
I sigh,how am I supposed to endure this?
" Why because I'll only listen to you" he continued
I scoffed to myself
I just stood up from my seat and walked out of the classroom.

I went to the usual spot where cho rang is
He is the only one I could talk to right now.
I saw him sitting there with minyoung
" Oh hari-ah what brings you here so early in the morning" he said
I took my seat next to them
" I'm just pissed at seojun and today he decided to come early" i said as i put my head to rest on the desk
" Why what did he do?" Minyoung asked
I told them about the incident of yesterday with the bullies and how he didn't even bother to pick up my phone
I didn't tell them about suho dropping me home because I don't want them to know how I said to seojun that he shouldn't talk to ju-kyung
I mean who am I to order him around like that?
I'll sound crazy
" What? Why didn't you call me?" Cho rang said shouting
" It's fine cho rang it was not your mess to clean besides I just got home safe so it's fine" I said as i got up and walked back and forth
" Well I think we should get back to class now it will start any minute"he said as they both got up
" You both go I don't want to go to class today,I'll go for the second period" i said
They both looked at me baffled, i just told them to leave
And now I was sitting on the chair as a tear fell down my cheek
Why am I crying?
Why do I feel this way?

(Seojun's pov)

After the class ended I looked to my side to see that Hari's chair was empty
I definitely saw her come to the school this morning
Where'd she go?
I walked out to see cho rang waiting for me
" Oh seojun-ah I have something to tell you"
I looked at him confused
We both started walking down the hall
" Seojun-ah yesterday night Hari met the bullies from youngpa high and they used her phone to call you and didn't let her leave but when you didn't pick up i think they let her go" cho rang said
I stopped mid way
Is that why suho came to drop her yesterday?
I did try calling her back but she didn't pick up,she must have been angry
Is that why he said not to think about it?
Damn it? I'll really kill those bastards
" She looked very upset that is why didn't even attended the first period,i know she won't tell you but i thought you should know" cho rang continued
I am so stupid
Why didn't I pick up her call the moment it ringed?
I nodded and thanked cho rang for letting me know.
I need to find Hari and talk to her but where even in the world is she?

(Hari's pov)
I walked back to class and took my notebooks as it was chemistry class next.
As I was leaving the classroom
Seojun came towards me
" We need to talk" he said
" There is nothing to talk about" i replied as i tried to leave through the little space that was left between seojun and the door
He gently pushed me back to the lockers
I breathed heavily
He looked me in the eyes
" Hari-ah why didn't you tell me what happened last night" he said
Ofcourse cho rang couldn't hold in what I told him
But I don't blame him
I wanted seojun to know his mistake
" It doesn't matter seojun, you don't have time for me" i said as i tried to move but he has left no space for me to move out his arms
" You could have gotten hurt hari-ah" he said getting a little angry
" Seojun if you cared you would have picked up the phone last night, and if not for suho i would have not even reached home" I said raising my voice a little
" I am sorry I didn't pick up my phone hari-ah but I promise they won't touch you again" he said sounding sincere
I don't care
I don't want to see him right now
" I don't think you have the time right now to make those hopeless promises" i said as i stromed out of the class.

It was lunch now so I went to the cafeteria,I took my food tray and settled down on the table with cho rang and the boys
Seojun walked and took a seat next ju-kyung
" Han seojun if you are going to irritate ju-kyung then go sit somewhere else" sujin said
I just looked down and started eating my food
" I'm only going to listen to ju-kyung-ah" seojun said looking at her
I can't swollow the food
It's getting steamy here or am I just crying
" Only going to listen to her " all the boys chimed loudly
I just kept eating trying to ignore all the sounds
" Can you do me a favour?" Ju-kyung said
" Ofcourse" he replied
" Can you get lost" she said
I laughed to myself
" I'll do anything except that" seojun said
" Will do anything" the boys started shouting again
I got annoyed, I got up and slammed my hand on the table getting everyone's attention
Even seojun's
Why can't I control my emotions
" Can you all not eat in peace or atleast let me eat in peace " I said my voice almost breaking
I just make an eye contact with seojun
I decided to just walk away
Now I am hungry and crying sitting outside on a bench.

I was walking back to class when I saw ju-kyung staring inside a class
I stood next to her and saw go woon being bullied by a bunch of girls
I was about to go inside when ju-kyung stopped me
" Wait we shouldn't get involved" she said looking scared
I looked at her confused
I should definitely get involved
Go woon is like my little sister
But as I was about to walk in the girls already left
Go woon saw us and ran away too
" Ju-kyung-ah i should have helped her" i said looking at her
" I am sorry I was just scared so i stopped you too" she said looking down
I'll just talk to go woon when I get back home
" It's okay if you were scared but if you see it happen next time make sure you help" I said Patting her back
She smiled
" Are you and seojun friends?" She asked
As we were walking back to class
I laughed " definitely not ju-kyung" i replied
" Well it looks like you are, he looks at you alot, always trying to see if you are okay" she said
I stopped mid way
Why would seojun look for me
Why does he care if I am okay or not
" Why do you think so?" I asked her
She looked at me and smiled
" Yesterday he was dropping me off home and he got your call,he quickly left,he almost forgot his helmet with me that's how fast he was leaving " she said
I am numb
He was coming to me but I didn't pickup his phone because I was mad
Ju-kyung shaked me, i looked at her
I need to run to seojun
" I'm sorry ju-kyung I have to go" i said as i started running to find seojun.
She called after me but I couldn't hear because just finding seojun was my goal for now
I ran to the class but I couldn't find him
Cafeteria.he wasn't there too
Gym.he wasn't there too
" Hari-ah where are you running off to?" Taehoon asked me
" Seojun,have you seen seojun?" I asked taking breaths
I was exhausted from running
" Oh han seojun,he is in the washroom" he said
I nodded and went to the washroom and waited outside
He came out and looked at me
" Hari-ah what are you doing here?" He asked
I looked at him, still breathing heavily
" Yesterday you came to look for me then why didn't you tell me?" I asked moving an inch closer to him
He maintained eye contact
" I thought you didn't wanted to talk to me so i didn't bother bringing up that " he said
" Seojun I am sorry I didn't pick up your call,you must have tried to look for me " I said
" Well I did look for you everywhere" he said smiling a little
I smiled at him and moved another step closer to him
" Seojun-ah thank you for trying to find me" I said
He smiled and patted my head gently
" Ofcourse you idiot " he Said
My heart is happy
I think I might like seojun
No I don't think I know
That i like seojun
I couldn't hear anything around me
It was like it was just me and him

Author's note:
Here's another chapter
Will update next soon