MY HEART ONLY WANTS YOU

5

(Hari's pov)
The whole class is half asleep during the maths period.
Suddenly we all are looking here and there trying to avoid teachers eyes
" Who'll solve the questions on the board?" She said smiling
We all avoided eye contact.
" It's my fault for asking. How about our math genius couple, suho and sujin" she said
Both of them got up from their seat.
" And " she continued, she was definitely picking up a student for third question
I lowered my head so she doesn't see me, I look to my side and seojun is doing the same
We both made a eye contact and small laugh escaped our mouth.
What is this?
We smiled at each other.
This is new.
" The transfer, lim ju-kyung you try question three" she said
I sighed in relief but felt bad for ju-kyung
I started trying to solve the question on my own when I saw seojun making a frame with his hand and looked at ju kyung and suho
" Ofcourse not. No way" he said quitely
" What are you talking about?" I asked him
He just shaked his head " nothing" he simply said smiling
Suho finally solved the question and the teacher praised him like she always does
And i could clearly see sujin tense even though her back is turned towards me
Finally she also solved it's and went back to her seat.
" Ju-kyung what's the use of peeking at a different question?" The teacher asked her
She nervously laughed " right" she said smiling
Seojun accidently left out a laugh that was heard by the whole class
He is done.
" Seojun must know how to solve this one" she said as she told ju-kyung to go back to her seat and called seojun to solve the question.
I just smiled at his clueless behaviour as he tried to solve the question
Cute.

I was home now finally when I suddenly Heard a knock on the door
I opened it to see go woon standing
" Go woon-ah everything okay?" I asked her
" Everything's okay unnie( elder sister). I was just going to the store thought I'll ask you to tag along" she said
I smiled at her " ofcourse let's go, let me just grab my sweater" i told her as i quickly took my wallet and sweater and went to the store with her
As we were coming back from the store we saw seojun and his mom
" Mom " go woon said as she run up to her mom to hug her, i followed along and greeted her
We all were heading back when I saw seojun take his phone out and started softly giggling
What is he laughing about
" What so funny?" I asked him trying to take a peek at his phone, i saw a photo of lim ju-kyung with a face pack on her face
" Nothing" he said as he closed his phone and put it back in his pocket
It hurts to see him getting close to her.
But he is smiling, he doesn't smiles like that usually
So if he is happy then that's good
I nodded as I said goodbye to imo and go woon and head back into my apartment.

I just laid down on my bed and went to sleep.
Next morning when I reached school I saw ju kyung and seojun talking and then they both started running
Why does my chest hurt??
Why does it hurts to see him laughing with someone else?
I hate him then what is happening?
Suddenly me and suho made eye contact
I think suho is going through the same turmoil as me
We both just break eye contact and went on our separate ways.

At lunch i was sitting alone because I couldn't think staight and i needed alone time.
I could hear seojun and the guys laughing
My eyes only see seojun
But why?
I mean I hate him, he is mean to me, he never listens,he is always arrogant.
Then why?
I thought to myself as I was stuffing myself with food.
Suddenly I see ju-kyung took seojun's bike keys from his pocket, then she started running away as seojun ran after her.
I scoffed
" Have fun, have all the fun in the world" i said to myself as i kept stuffing my mouth with rice
" You'll get indigestion like that" I hear cho rang say as he takes a seat beside me
I fake laughed " who cares about me cho rang, everyone is busy running after each other" i said with anger boiling inside of me
" Hari I think you like seojun" cho rang said
I looked at him shocked as i cough because I really can't swollow the rice and whatever cho rang just said
" What?" I shouted making the whole cafeteria look at me
" You are making it obvious these days" he said taking a bite of his own food
" What are you saying cho rang you know I hate him " i said taking a sip of my strawberry milk
" Really then explain why you are so mad" he asked
I just looked away because I didn't know how to answer that
" You might not want to admit it but when you are brave enough you can talk to me,I'll listen" he said as he got up and left with his friends
I put my head on the cafeteria table and internally screamed.

I didn't wanted to go home today so I kept wandering here and there.
It was getting darker every second as I was walking by I saw seojun's bike outside the karoke bar, he must be sad about something
He always goes singing when he is upset
And I hate myself for knowing even the smallest details about his life
Because that makes me care for him.
I was about to go and check if he was inside but even before I crossed the street I saw ju kyung trying to kick the bike
I laughed at her attempts
I guess she hates him more then I do
Then seojun came out and they both started talking when she suddenly grabbed his arm and ran off somewhere
This heart problem is getting pretty serious

I give up and started walking back home,as I was going I see youngpa high school bullies that always are on seojun's tail standing in the alleyway
I decided to ignore and walk by
" Oh look who it is, seojun's little princess" sung yong say
I sarcastically smiled " what do you want jerk?" I said
" Seojun ofcourse, do you know where he is or wait did he dump you for the new girl?" He said laughing with all his stupid friends
What is he even saying.
" What are you on about?" I asked looking pissed
" He just ran hand in hand with a girl when I was chasing after him" he said
Ju-kyung he ran off with ju-kyung
" I'm not anyone's girl sung yong" I said folding my arms in front of chest
They all started laughing, no use in talking to these idiots
So I decided to leave when he grabbed my wrist preventing me to move
" Let go of me" i said yelling at him
" Even though he has got a new girl,he would come running for you" he said
I tried to free myself but it's of no use
" Are you pretending to be a gangster you dumb pervert " I said yelling at him
Why does it have to be me
All I want is to get home and sleep
He took my phone and opened it and called seojun
It's on speaker
It ringed and rigned and rigned
He isn't picking up
It's not even my problem but here I am
It's his mess but here i am
I'm tearing up
A tear fell down my cheek
" You guys don't get the lesson the first time do you " I hear suho's voice
I look up and see him standing there
I sighed in relief
" Why are you here again" sung yong said getting annoyed as he left go of my hand
I snachted my phone from his hand and walk over to suho's side
" Lets go boys today is definitely not our luck" he said as his stupid gang took off

" I'll walk you home" suho said walking next to me
" You don't have to " i said wiping the tears that fell down earlier
" It's okay I will" he said insisting
I just nod as we walk to my apartment
" Do you like seojun?" He suddenly asked
I looked at him suprised
" No ofcourse not " I said clearing my throat
Now it was my turn to ask a question
" Do you like ju-kyung?" Now he was suprised
" Ofcourse not" he said avoiding eye contact
He is definitely going through the same thing as me.

We finally reached my apartment building
" Thanks suho,it really means alot " i said smiling
He smiled back
" What are you doing here and why are you with her?" I heard seojun voice
I looked back and see him
He walked towards us and stand infront of me pushing me behind him
What is wrong with him
" I'll see you at school Hari -ah rest and don't think too much about it" suho said looking at me leaving
Seojun turned around and looked at me
" Why is he dropping you off, since when did you two start talking?" He suddenly attack me with questions
I scoffed. Why does he care
" It's none of your business seojun " I said as I was walking away when he grabbed my wrist and pulled me back to him
Our faces inches apart
" It is my business, i don't want you talking to him" he said
Why does he gets to order me around
" Why should I, you are not talking to him doesn't mean I don't have to" i said trying to break free from his grip
He bring me closer
" Hari-ah I said I don't want you talking to him" he repeated
His breath fans my face
I gulped before saying one last thing
" Then will you stop talking to ju-kyung if I stop talking to suho?" I questioned
He looked at me questionably
" That's what I thought " I said as i freed myself from his grip and went inside
After reaching inside my apartment
I just fell down to my knees and cried
I don't even know the reason for it.

Author's note:
Another update
Will post the next chapter soon