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(Draco's Pov)
She broke me to pieces.
Knowing she hurts herself because of me is heart wrenching.

I've never hated myself so much.

If I could take all her pain I would.
Even if it drives me insane.

I just want her to be okay.
Even if I'm not there to see it.

(Isabella's Pov)
March 10th
It's been some time since Dracos apology.
He hasn't spoken to me again. But he always stares at me in class.

His eyes are always on my wrist. He watches to see how often I do it.

No ones questioned me on it yet. I used to have one of those actual rubber bands, but Jackson made me switch to hair ties. He said it's softer, and less noticeable.

(Enzo's Pov)
March 12th
There was something I wanted to talk to Isabella about.

"Does Mione ever talk about me?" I asked.
"No, why?" She said.

"Because she's always with Theo in our dorm.
I feel like I'm intruding their space." I said.

"Why don't you switch dorms? I'm sure Mione wouldn't mind. You can move here, she can move there." I said.

"What about Ginny, and Pansy?" He asked.
"They won't mind. You're pretty clean, and it's not like you have any bad habits." She said.

(Hermione's Pov)
March 13th
Enzo, and I switched dorms which I'm really happy about.

Theo, and I are always together now. We're here for each other. Everyone's still been in a low mood. Isabella hasn't improved either.

Seeing everyone around you upset, feels like a lost cause. No one knows what to do for Isabella, and it sucks.

We would all do anything for her, but there's nothing left to do.

It's the same cycle over and over.

(Mattheos Pov)
March 15th
Isabella was hanging out in my dorm today.
She watched as Astoria rubbed in the serum.

"Scars are fading a bit." She said.
"Yeah." I said.

Isabella's eyes were filled with tears.
But it's something I'm used to, because she's always on the verge of crying.

Astoria finished with the serum, and I put my shirt back on.

"Come here Isabella."
She sat next to me, and leaned on my shoulder.
I wrapped my arm around her, and she cried.

"Mattheo it's not getting any better.
How do I fix this?" She cried.

"I don't know Isabella."
Usually I know what helps her.

But I was stuck.

She then looked at Astoria, and leaned on her.
"How could Draco be so cruel?" She asked.
"I don't know darling." Said Astoria.

She pulled Isabella's hair back, and gently braided it.

"Draco used to braid my hair." Said Isabella.
Astoria sighed, and rubbed her back.

"Draco did a for you hm? And he was really looking good for a while. I don't understand what happened." She said.

"I don't know either." Cried Isabella.

(Isabella's Pov)
March 17th
I've been doing something that I know is wrong.
I sleep with Draco's shirt.

The whole idea is hypocritical. Draco's the one who caused me all this pain. But he's the only ones who give me enough comfort to sleep.

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