Incomparable

Chapter thirteen

Damien's P.O.V ;

It has been two days since our last talk I've been very busy with the office work and she wad OK with it but to be honest both of us were running from this kind of talk again the air between us became full of tension that we couldn't talk

the gap between us became on the conversational level not only on this type of talk level , we've been very careful with each other that we didn't want to even talk I'm afraid to hurt her and she's uncomfortable and afraid to see the pity in my eyes and I can't say i'm not feeling pity or maybe I have a part of me that's pitting her and another part not . I don't know .

After a long day of working I entered my place exhausted , I found Marline watching a movie or something with a cup in her hand containing a hot drink .

"Hey " I said

" hey " she replied " um ... are you hungry or something ? " Oh god this is extremely awkward

" Ah no I .." I said

" I can fix something for you , maybe some pasta ?" she said

" Um yeah that would be great .. " she started to get up  " no no no um complete your drink it's OK I'm gonna take a shower first so " I said

"Oh ok " she said 

" look if I'm asking too much .." I said

" no no what are you talking about ! It's just some pasta not a buffet " she said chuckling " just go take your shower while i prepare us some dinner " she said

" but you were watching " I started

" nah I couldn't find anything anyway , some romance crap " she said smiling

" you sure " I asked again

" yeah sure " she said chuckling

" ok fine , well thanks but still we can order .."

" Damien it's ok " she cut me

" ok thanks again " I said and I went to take my shower .

I went downstairs after my shower to find Marline setting the table .

She heard me walking in and said "you can have a seat  diner's almost ready give it a minute "

" ok thanks " I said

I watched her as she went to check on the pasta , she tasted the food and turned the oven off then carried the pasta to the table . Then she put some pasta in my plate and some in hers and we started eating in silence it was becoming unbearable the tension in the air could be sliced by a knife .

It was complete silence except for the fork voices .

I tried to break the silence " Um this is really good thanks " I said

She nodded " your welcome " she said back 

We kept silent for a moment when she spoke " so how was work "

" fine " I said she nodded and we got back to the awkward silence.

Every one of us was in his own world , I looked at Marline and found her playing with her food " why aren't you eating ?" I asked

She shrugged " not hungry "

And we went back to  to silence . that's it I'm tired of this

" that's it , enough is enough " I said exploding

"Go change we're going out " I said rising from the table .

" what " she asked looking at me like I was insane