Bernard and me

Back story time

⚠️trigger warning abuse⚠️

{~Bernards POV~}

I felt so stupid I've watched y/n since she was a kid I forgot I can't yell at her...because of her well past plus I love her too much to yell at her but when I saw her with jack it made me so angry and the way he held her close ugh I hate him!!

{~flash back~}
{~y/n pov~}

I was playing with my dolls upstairs in my room then my birth mother came up to me drinking and smoking "what the hell are you doing aren't you supposed to be cleaning?" She kicked me in the stomach I curled up then she burned my side with the cigarette I screamed out of pain

Then she kicked me again for yelling soon I did my chores and I made dinner

The next day my teacher noticed my bruises and called my father my dad came faster than usual (pause bro pause) and he picked me up held me closely and apologized a bunch and he promised I'd get treated better soon I went to our house, dad yelled at my mother and she sobbed and then blamed it on me and yelled at my dad for taking my side instead of hers

She packed and left I never saw her again a few years later my dad met this lady named Laura I was nervous at first but she was really sweet but strict but as I got older me and her slowly grew apart especially after she had Charlie but me and Charlie were close and I was a role model to him

{~flash back over~}
{~Bernard's pov~}

I went to look for y/n I wanted to apologize but I couldn't find her until I looked outside I saw her ice skating with frost which broke my heart more because that was our thing then I saw frost pick her up and spun her she giggled and laughed then I was fed up with frost I went to tell Santa

But as I went to see him I bumped into him "Santa! Fro-" then he cut me off "yes I know frost is here with y/n I don't trust him one bit but it's fine..y/n will soon see what we see..." I looked at him worried "what if he hurts her I can't stand by!!" I teared up "he won't don't worry..." Santa said crossing his arms as Curtis walked over having a lipstick stain on his cheek "how's it going lover boy?" I said sarcastically while motioning him to wipe his face, Curtis wiped his face off nervously and looked away "looks like someone had fun with Judy..." Curtis rolled his eyes "s-shut up!"

Then y/n walked over to me and hugged me tightly with the saddest look on her face ever she looked like she was going to cry I just rubbed her back I didn't ask what happened because I'd allow her to tell me on her own time I picked her up and bridal style carried her to her bed and kissed her forehead then all of a sudden y/n pulled me close by my necklace

She kissed me deeply and pulled me into bed with her I kissed her deeply then she took off my beret and threw it across the room and then tried to take off my shirt "woah woah woah y/n what are you doing? What is coming over you?!" I grabbed her by her wrist she teared up more "what are you doing?...what happened to you saying you weren't ready? And now your bursting in here like your a prostitute ready to get the job done...this isn't like you y/n what's going on snowbells?..."

She looked away and mumbled under her breath

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A/n: that is all for now it's like 5am I cannot sleep I'll update later