The story of two || a Beeduo au ||

Its all my fault

TRIGGER WARNING

Alex had hung herself... he looked around to see a note on her bed, it was titled: FOR RANBOO
He slowly walked to her bed.. he picked up the note and began to read it...
( note )
   Dear Ranboo
         I'm so sorry if your the one who found me, i was so tired of life, I'm so sorry but after last night when mom and dad yelled at me for letting you leave I just couldn't take it anymore. I'm so sorry it's not your fault dont blame it on yourself it wasn't you. Life was just pretty fuckin painful so I ended it, again I am very sorry if your the one who found me, If you get a chance to read this, write one back tell me if you and tubbo ever got together tell me all your life problems tell me everything, yeah I won't be able to answer but if it makes you feel better go for it. I want you to keep my ashes, put the notes by it I will read them, well if I get them I'm very sorry but I'm much happier now I love you Ranboo and you can go threw life I believe in you. Please don't follow my foot steps.
                                    Love Alex <3

( end of note )
Ranboo was balling his eyes out he didn't know what to do he was so upset. Even though she said it wasn't his fault he blamed it on himself for staying at tubbos house last night... regretting life choices. He didn't know what to do so he left he grabbed his things and went back to tubbos house, he didn't know what else yo do he still left some stuff so his parents wouldn't suspect anything. He texted tubbo
( text )
Ranboo : hey can I come back over i wanna get away from home I'm struggling right now?

Tubbo :) : sure bossman the door is always open for you, you don't have to ask :)

Ranboo: thank you , I will be over there shortly :)

Tubbo :)   : ok see you then bossman :)

( end of text )
He began to cry again as he walked out of his room and out of his house, luckily his parents weren't around. He walked to tubbos house, once he got there he couldn't control his tears and just kept crying as he rang the doorbell. Tubbo opened the door, " are u ok what's wrong?!" Tubbo said in a concerned voice Ranboo couldn't talk even when he tried he could feel his voice crack. Tubbo let him in and they went upstairs to his room, nobody knew Ranboo was coming back over. Ranboo began to show tubbo what Alex left for him, Ranboo was still crying, tubbo read the note and hugged Ranboo he felt so bad. " are u ok" tubbo asked " I'm so sorry that happened I can't imagine how you feel" tubbo said they just sat there and hugged, Ranboos head tucked into tubbos chest with their arms around each other . Tommy walked in " YOO tubs do you" Tommy stopped in the middle of his sentence " woah when did you get here" Tommy asked " I told him he could come back over, it's not a big deal is it" tubbo asked " no it's not but what's wrong Ranboo why are you crying?" Tommy asked concerned " i don't really wanna talk about it, let's just say my sister passed last night." Ranboo answered, " awe I'm sorry man if you ever need to talk I'm here for you" Tommy replied, Ranboo began to cry even more. To cheer Ranboo up they all sat in tubbos room and watched Disney movies till 3 in the morning. Again they all fell asleep, tubbo and Tommy woke up at 10 without waking up Ranboo and leaving him upstairs. Ranboo woke up to Wilbur screaming " JESUS CHRIST TUBBO LET A MAN KNOW WHEN YOU BRING YOUR BOYFRIEND HOME JESUS CHRIST KID" Ranboo was just sitting there confused, he heard laughing from downstairs and apologized to Wilbur for scaring him, the two walked downstairs and saw everyone sitting on the couch. Ranboo sat down and they all watched tv for a bit. Phil told Ranboo that he could stay at their house as long as he needed if it made him feel better. It did feel better, Ranboo felt better already he already felt at home despite him missing his sister he felt at ease. Ranboo stayed at tubbos house for a week before he got a call from his parents

(Call )

Mister & miss beloved : WHERE THE HELL ARE U

Ranboo : hello who is this ( Phil answered for him)

Mister & miss beloved : DONT PLAY STUPID WITH US BELOVED!

Phil on Ranboos phone: I'm sorry but I really think you have the wrong number

Mister & miss beloved : THIS ISN'T FUNNY! I SWEAR EVER SINCE YOUR SISTER KILLED HERSELF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN HOME WE WILL TRACK YOUR PHONE BELOVED

Phil on Ranboos phone: again mam you have the wrong number have a nice day

( end of call)
" hey Ranboo can I talk to you in private" Phil asked " sure" Ranboo replied as they walked into Phil's room  they close the door and Ranboo sat on his bed " Listen mate is the reason you are staying over here because of your sisters death?" Phil asked " I mean I can't go back when I'm there everything reminds me of her and I start to cry" Ranboo replied " BESIDES THE WHOLE REASON SHE DID IT WAD BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO GO HOME! I WANTED TO STAY HERE CAUSE THIS IS WHERE I FEEL AT PEACE" Ranboo shouted not to loud where the other could here " look mate I'm glad that you feel safe here but you running away from your problems isn't gonna help you Ranboo, I know you hate being prince and all but you need to go home sometime, the door is always open for you but you need to go home sometime this week" Phil said with a straight but concerned face " I guess your right Phil, I'll go home tomorrow" Ranboo tried not to cry