Why love me when you hurt me

Treat me better

Tiara pov

It has been 6 months now I'm big as hell me and August have been getting in a lot of arguments because I'm trying to get him to stop being in the drug game because he is really good at singing but every time I try to talk to him he be like leave me the fuck alone I'm not leaving the fucking game it's my life without it I'm nothing just stop fucking asking me that shit

Aug come home from trap house

"Walks in"

Tiara-August can we talk

Aug-listen tiara if it's about me getting out of the trap game no my answer is no so shut the hell up wit that shit

Tiara-August can u please just listen to what I have to say damn!!!!

Aug- I don't know who in the hell u think you yelling at u better chill the fuck out before I knock you the fuck out wit yo stupid ass you know what come put your mouth to use and suck my dick bitch and stop fucking talking

Tiara-(starts to cry) August I'm pregnant you are being so rude I have been nothing but nice to you can u at least fucking listen to what I have to say August I'm beg....(gco)

August-well like Beyoncé said carry on

Tiara-August I love you with all my heart it would kill me if I lost you or you got hurt out here in these streets baby you gotta understand I love you that's why I sometimes just let it go when you proposed to me u wanted me to make u the happiest man alive but you can't have a happy husband without a happy wife so baby please just think about it please just think about it. think about how our babies would feel if they never got to see there daddy. baby please just think. I love you and I hope you make the right decision love ya
(Kisses August forehead heads upstairs to there room)

August POV

She got me think it probably would be a lot better off on her if I was home to help her with the house so Ima think about it but I still gotta make money tho

I head up stairs and I see she sleep but I see a pink and green note book with her name on it that says keep out so I creep over to her side of the bed and grabbed the book I started to read it was all poems that she wrote but this one poem caught my eye it was so detailed

My feelings-Tiara Alsina

My feelings are so deep that I can't explain they are deeper than a river and an ocean

They are deeper to the point it hard for me to think straight

It's just like my love for people it's deep but it's hard to let it out and explain I try and try and it makes me cry with fear of that I will never overcome the task of being able to explain how I feel about them its to hard with my eyes closed or open still can't think straight it's hard please just let me find someone to help me overcome please I beg you please I have been hurt for so long that I'm like a volt that will never open its hard to explain Jesus please send me the right man to let that shyness out of me.

I finished the poem and I was shocked that she felt that way but hopefully she can understand I love her . right now I just need to take a quick smoke with my weed buddies Chris and janiya

So me smoked about ten blunt each we talked then we end up getting sleepy so I decided to tell Chris and janiya to go to bed so I cleaned up then I went up to me and tiaras room and I just got undressed and I jumped in the bed with tiara I was hard as fuck because her ass was on me so I made myself nut and I recorded it but the thing is I climaxed all over tiaras face and I recorded that part and I'm was high and I was like got emm and I saved it in my phone tiara still has not woke up from me nutting on her face so I just decide to take my ass to sleep.

Next morning

(Still August POV )
I woke up mad as hell because tiara punch me in my chest for nutting in her face and I was so high I sent her the video and she said Ima get yo ass back and I was like love ya baby

Then right before she was walking out the room she flicked me off and said kiss my ass and I was like I will do that when you suck my dick and kiss my tattoos bitch now kiss that (makes kissing sound)

So I went to the bathroom and did my hygiene while tiara did hers down stairs then all of a sudden as I'm walking out the bathroom into my room to get clothes I hear a scream it's tiara so I grabbed a shirt and so boxers and I tried putting on my shorts as I'm walking down the stairs but I fell and my big ass fell down the damn stairs and tiara recorded everything I was pissed because I was hurting so I got up and just sat on the couch and watched the football game it was FSU VS USF
It was good as hell then all of a sudden I see tiara walk pass me in some short and a high low shirt that has bad bitch on it and them shorts was so damn short I could see the babies foot through the pussy part of her short

August-tiara where in the hell do you think you going with that shit on because u better be just around the damn house because you not about to walk outside with that shit on looking like a pregnant striper take yo ass back up stairs and try again

Tiara-listen her nigga I will walk out of this got damn house if I want to so stay in yo place bitch and bye

August stands up runs to tiara and grabs her by her arm and sling her to the floor she kicked him in his nuts and she ran to the kitchen and grabbed a knife and stabbed him in his hand he slapped her and she black out

So I grabbed tiara after she blacked out and put her in the bed

Next morning

Tiara POV

I woke up hurting and in a lot of pain in my eye so I look up and I don't see August but there is a note that says

Dear tiara,

If you are reading this I'm going away for a while because I feel unsafe around you and I feel we need to take a little break so I took all our friends with me and we went somewhere until u calm tf down my mom might be coming over to check on u so be on your best behavior

Love August 💋💖

I was so upset I just listen to must be nice by lyfe Jennings all damn day and I cried moma Sheila came by and said that she gonna stay and help me around the house because we stay at a big ass mansion and it's a lot to take care of and she said she be outside watering the plants that is right bellow my balcony I was so upset I didn't care what she said at the moment all I know is that I need August back home but he not coming back so I went into the bathroom grabbed some drano and bleach mixed it together and swallowed the entire thing down to the last drop until I felt dizzy I was walking until I went to the balcony and I fell off the balcony and all I heard was moma Sheila's yelling then I it turned pitch black .