Lost and Found

32. Fiancé

Ranvijay's point of view

I was in study room when I heard that rudra has finally woke up. But I was scared when I heard she is leaving.

I came running down the stairs only to see my rudra was walking out of the door. My heart was breaking again... I couldn't think properly..

As rudra tried to walk away from me, a panic attack nearly knocked me out.

I was panicking so I just roared at my rudra. I never meant to raise my voice at her. I repeat. I never wanted to yell at her. But I couldn't think of another way.. I just roared to make her stop right then and there.

But rudra was not looking at me. This was making me so desperate to have a look at her eyes. But she didn't turn around to look at me. This made me irritated.

But she looked at me... I think my somewhat angry face made her scared. My eyes soften at the realization.

I was feeling my heart in my rib cage was tightening with happiness. My rudra was only looking at me. Hell !!!  she blushed looking at me. I felt proud of myself...

Before I could return back her sweet gesture she again said something that made me mad with anger. She was asking for permission to leave. How could she think to leave us again...

No ... I would never let her go. She will be with us.. she will be with me. I will keep her safe in my arms. No one can take her away from me. I will not let that happen.

I just picked her up bridal style. God... this feeling of having her so close to me.... This was so blissful. I felt a current flow, down my body.

But my happy bubble was bursted when I heard her squeak and I was sad when  I realized she was trying to get away from me.

But what made me beyond angry was, my rudra is pleading me. She was requesting me to leave her alone....

My rudra is my queen. She should be demanding me. She should be commanding me her needs. My rudra is not supposed to be pleading me.

That basturd Balwant really made my rudra a whole different person. I wanted to kill Balwant for his deed.

I was so exasperated. I just wanted to tell her what that basturd balwant did to her. What he did to us. He was the one who snatched her away from us.

I told her that balwant is kidnapper.

But she got angry. Oh... my God. For the first time ever, rudra stood infront of me. She was angry that I called her so called pa names.

But in her feat of anger , she didn't really realize how close she stood to me.

My heart beats quickened. She was trying to show me her anger by glaring at me to repel me.... But how should I tell her... her gaze is doing the opposite. I was drawn towards her.

I was feeling her gaze on my face. Her gaze on me was doing wonders inside me. And all I could wish for right now was to hug her tight.

But she didn't believe me. Instead she accused me as kidnapper...  My rudra is still so stubborn. She has not changed completely. This thought made me some what cool. I just smirked. But this was not how it should work.

We can't let rudra go to that kidnapper again. I will have to think of something else.

I had noticed, rudra was quite intimidated by me. I decided to use that in my advantage.

I mentally patted my back. And looked at her. She was having some thoughts in her mind I guess.

She looked so innocent, so serene. I couldn't help but smile at my love, my rudrayani. But she didn't notice my smile. She was lost in her thoughts then I leaned to her ear level.

And whispered,
"Don't challenge me princess ....
or else you will regret. "

Being this much close to my love was like a dream come true for me. I was feeling my heaven in her proximity. I was enchanted.

But she pushed my chest, to get away from me. I could sense that rudra pushed me with all her strength but that force was so little in my comparison. But her touch on my chest made me vulnerable.... I stepped back subconsciously, allowing her have the distance between us that she wanted.

I was shattered. My rudra doesn't want to have me near her. She pushed me away from her.

I understand she doesn't remember me yet... But still it's breaking my heart. I couldn't let her go this time. I grabbed her wrists and pulled her to my chest. I don't want to be away from her.  Not this time!

But then her firm and stiff voice sounded in my ears.

"Enough. Stop it right now.. How dare you touch me... ...."

She got her fiery self back. She commanded me to stop. She is giving me commands like a queen that she is .... I felt at peace now.

Balwant sure did hide her royal nature and stature away from her ownself. But her true nature was still there inside her. I will work hard to bring her true self out.

As I was having thoughts of my own. I was kind of zoned out but I further heard her say,
" I was trying to keep a decent communication. But I guess you are a pervert like that boy from yesterday....  so just leave me alone. "

I felt like volcanoes erupted inside me. My queen was comparing me with that shitty boy.

How can rudra say this. Can't she see the love in my eyes.  I could never harm her in anyways. I would die thousands of deaths before i could let anything happen to her....  But she didn't see any of my love. This really broke my heart.

But I didn't want to intimidate her more. So I smirked and decide to ignore her allegation for a while.

Instead I asked her,
"Princess,  don't you think you are too early to judge my character. Hmm?."

And there ...  my favorite v shaped frown appeared between her eyebrows. I was so spent, staring at her adorable face. God... I love her so much.

But again rudra yelled ,
"Let me go back to my pa."

There.... I lost my cool. I wanted to break this news slowly to her. I didn't want to shock rudra. But I seemed I didn't had choice.  Then I told her straight forward.

"Balwant is not your father. And nor your name is ishqi.

Balwant is nothing more but a filthy criminal who abducted you. He is your kidnapper.

And you are not any random girl. You are Yuvrani Rudrayani of devgiri riyasat..... and people that you just met is your real family."

Her breath hitched in her throat. I heard a gasp from her. Her eyes started widening.

I felt her intense gaze on my face ... To be precise she was looking deep in my eyes to find any dishonesty or lie. But she will not find any.

This is the truth. Our truth. And she will have to accept that and come back to us. She can't leave us behind yearning for her love.

And again I broke the silence looking in her eyes intently to express my sincerity towards her,

"And you, my princess, are my fiancé!"

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