"Dean what is it?" I ask.
"I can't talk about it now can you come to my house tomorrow?" Dean asks.
"Of course anything for you man," I say.
Dean hangs up. I feel a giant rock in my stomach and I know it will be there until I speak to Dean tomorrow. I hope everything with him is all right. I see a black car pull up on my driveway. I can't recognize the car at all. Diana get's out of the car. I roll my eyes. I want to just run inside and close the door, but my inner good angel that I wish didn't exist is telling me to stay and talk to her. Diana starts walking towards me with a smile on her face. I feel like she is up to something.
"Hi Tyler" Diana says.
"Hello" I say.
"So I am free today what are we doing?" Diana asks.
Hold on a second did she miss the memo that we broke up and when you break up you have time apart from them.
"I am busy today," I say.
"Doing what?" Diana asks.
I am not quick enough to come up with an answer and I now look like an idiot. I guess I can go to lunch with Diana I mean what's the worse that could happen? I could try and scab free food off her anyways.
"Nothing at all" I say.
"Well you can come to lunch with me then" Diana says.
"Alright just this once" I say.
I open the front door and yell goodbye, no one heard me I was basically just talking to myself. I nod and follow Diana to her car. It's good she can drive me around for a change. I like not having to waste my own petrol it's a great feeling.
"Where are we headed for lunch?" I ask.
"Pyronix" Diana says.
"I thought Carolines parent's club was just a club," I say.
"They also do food during the day" Diana claims.
I shrug it off. We end up at Pyronix and in the outside area it's true they do serve food. As much as the company I am with isn't the best at least there is food involved. We sit down and start looking through the menu.
"So when are we getting back together?" Diana asks.
I start singing Taylor Swift in my head. We are never ever ever getting back together! I laugh to myself.
"We broke up Diana I don't want to be with you again," I say.
"It was just a bump in the road though" Diana says, "We can work it out"
The look in her eyes is desperate. I feel bad for her but at the same time I am glad that I decided to break up with her. I can't be with someone who is that controlling and expects me to do certain things. A relationship should be based on compromise. Maybe Diana wants to do that. I still just want to remain by myself and wait for the right girl to come along.
"We can't work it out Diana I am happy to be a friend in the future but there is nothing romantic between us anymore" I say.
Diana's face drops. She starts to cry. I feel bad for Diana I really do but I can't make my heart feel something that isn't there.
"Please don't cry Diana," I say.
"I can't help it" Diana sobs, "You have hurt me Tyler"
I have hurt her. It sinks in. I really have hurt Diana. I have put her through a lot. Maybe everything that has happened is my fault. No it's not. I can't keep blaming myself for everyone else's mistakes.
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Disillusioned
Teen FictionMeet Tyler, he's 19 and he has it all in his comfortable safe life. Or so he thought... In one day his whole life is turned upside down and he discovers that even the people closest to you will lie, cheat and use you to benefit themselves. For Tyle...