"I don't get why you have to leave!" you cling harder on Elias "It's my job!" he groans. You whine "Who cares just stay in with me your super hot amazing cool girlfriend."
he giggles "I would love to but I have to go I will miss you the most my super hot amazing cool girlfriend." you let go of him with a sigh "Buh-bye my super hot amazing cool boyfriend."
you wave him a goodbye. He pecks your lips and rolls his suitcase away from you.
Day 1:
Dear diary, this is day 1 without my super hot amazing cool boyfriend. He has left for his job, I hope he knows how much I will be cheering him on for his game, I hope he scores a bunch and even if he doesn't much it's not the end of the world I'll understand. I'm so proud of him and how far he has gone, he's like super talented. I hope one day he realizes how talented he is, he's really been lacking confidence and always saying 'Y/N, I suck at hockey' or 'Ugh Elias! C'mon score a goal it's not that hard' he'll scold himself and every time Canucks lost a game he'd blame himself, it truly hurt. I want him to be like 'Yes I'm amazing!' or something like that. He's a innocent soul, I'll miss him so much!
Day 2:
Dear diary, this is day 2 without my boyfriend. All I did was clean, dance and sing a bit. My moods been better than before, yesterday I was super cranky the whole day. Me and Elias facetimed yesterday he knew I was super mad and he promised to make it
up but I refused because I understood how important his job is. I let him now how proud I am of his
Elias POV:
I closed the book and cried, 'It's all my fault, it's all my fault, it's all my fault' kept chanting in my head. "C'mon Elias man..open the door we miss you." Quinn says. "It wasn't your fault that she died. You-" "Yes it is! I fucked up the WHOLE thing if I didn't go to work that day she could've been saved!"
I slam the book on the nightstand "All I have left of her is this damn book and her ashes. I want her body, I want to cuddle her, hold her. But I can't!"
I sob in my hands. Quinn sighs and leaves. "Why did you have to go Y/N.."
[context]
You died while Elias was gone, you were writing in your book when someone broke in and shot you twice.
QOTD: How's life been? I missed you all 🤍
