꧁𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘯꧂

I need my sunshine back

Hinata pov

"Dame it I'm up again why does that keep happening"

I look at my phone to see messages from suga

Suga: Hinata are you OK now

I'm ok: Hinata

Suga: all right just make sure that you get to get some rest and don't stress about things OK if that fucking asshole dares to bother you I will personally kill him

Lol Ok thank you: Hinata

I feel so tired so drained of my energy maybe it's just because I woke up or maybe it's because I was crying all night sometimes you just have a mental breakdown you can't do anything about it

I was up listening to really sad music like Conan Gray Heather particularly the slow reverb version that has rain in the background playing that song when I feel shitty is a fucking recipe for me to have a breakdown especially now because God does that song just apply so much to my life right now except Tuskishima didn't kiss me

Whatever that doesn't matter that's the least of my concerns right now

I decided to go get a bowl of cereal since it was the weekend my mom and Natsu were most likely sleeping in I should be too but I'm just very much used to waking up early

I wish I could say that I had more fun plans to do today but I don't
I don't want to do anything but if someone invites me to hang out or something it's not like I'm going to say no I mean I have the time but I just kind of want to sleep all-day

I finish eating my bowl of cereal and go back up to my room I decide to change my clothes and watch a bit of TV

(Later that day)

As I'm being distracted watching Banana fish

(It's OK I'm suffering to banana fish really hurt me)

I feel my phone vibrate I look at it and see that Kageyama was texting me that's odd

Kageyama: hey do you want to go to the park

Yeah sure but why: Hinata

Kageyama: just to hang out and maybe talk a bit more about things

I don't know what things he wants to talk about does he want to talk about the whole situation between me and him or does he want to focus and attention on the problem with me and Tuskishima I want to ask but maybe I shouldn't

Ok: Hinata

Kageyama: great see you there oh btw we're going to meet up at the park closest to the convenient store that the coach works at

Great just what I want that park
My mom and Natsu were already up and doing things for the day after all it was 12:47
So obviously they were doing things like cleaning the house or coloring maybe watching TV

"Hey mom is it OK if I go meet up with a friend"
"Yeah just one question who is this friend you're going to meet up with"

Just the question I hope that she wouldn't ask I know what her reaction is going to be she's probably going to be pissed off and yell why would you hang out with him after all the stress he's put you through she still doesn't know that he tried to hit me but she doesn't like him that much because she knows a lot of things that would happen between us like a lot of the arguments we would have from time to time